[An old-school forum-style melodramatic pregnancy story with an acquired taste. Check the warnings first!]
[An insecure, avoidant, emotionally tangled teacher bottom x a devoted but oblivious, gentle doctor top]
When Sheng Mo realized he was pregnant, Zhou Jinchuan had already broken up with him.
After thinking it over, Sheng Mo slipped the test results into his pocket, planning to stage a scene where the child's father discovered his accidental pregnancy. But as he waited in the hospital lobby, he saw the child's father walk through with his arm around Sheng Mo's childhood friend and unrequited love, the one he had always idealized.
The man's belly was unmistakably swollen. Sheng Mo felt as if the sight had hit him like a blow, and secretly followed them...
Sheng Mo had liked Zhou Jinchuan since high school. Zhou Jinchuan was good in every way. Sheng Mo looked down at himself and let out a long sigh.
But he didn't dare express his love, and no one had ever taught him how.
So Sheng Mo could only study as hard as he could, hoping to get into the same university as Zhou Jinchuan. He succeeded.
Eventually, Sheng Mo got his wish and became Zhou Jinchuan's boyfriend.
He knew Zhou Jinchuan had someone he still cherished in his heart, but he didn't care, because that person had married someone else.
Their days together passed quietly and ordinarily. Sheng Mo could no longer hide how much he wanted to get married, until that day.
Zhou Jinchuan said, "Let's break up..."
And so, after breaking up in a daze, Sheng Mo found himself pregnant in a daze too, growing more despondent by the day...
The next time Zhou Jinchuan saw him was at the hospital. Sheng Mo's face was deathly pale as he lay in bed, his thin frame almost blending into the mattress, with only his round belly standing out.
Zhou Jinchuan sat by the bed, reading Sheng Mo's test results, his brow furrowing tighter and tighter.
The usually gentle Dr. Zhou stifled his rising anger, set the test report down beside him with a measured tap, folded his arms, and waited for Sheng Mo to wake up.
When Sheng Mo opened his eyes and saw the familiar figure, the last glimmer of light vanished from his already dim eyes.
Reading Guide:
1. Male pregnancy. The author says they can give birth, so they do. Any professional knowledge in the story is made up and has no theoretical basis. Please don't scrutinize it.
2. The leads do not cheat. There is a secondary couple, but they don't appear very often.
3. The bottom has serious personality flaws and is extremely emotionally tangled, tangled up like a pretzel made of sour yogurt. The top also has major issues and handles some things immaturely. Treat this as a major warning! The protagonist gets put through the wringer, and some scenes are upsetting and frustrating. If you don't have a high tolerance for that, read with caution!
4. If this is hard to read or not your thing, please leave. If it is your thing, consider turning off the comments so they don't spoil your mood.
Theme: Self-reliance and strength
I laughed so hard. I just took the money to treat the disease, but I kept the money as tuition fees. What's so good about it? I only see myself suffering, so I want to make others suffer too. And with this little money, I still have to raise a child. If I hadn't gotten back together with Gong, I would have driven him to death, just thinking about the tuition fees. There is a sense that you should not get married and have children in the first place, and your future generations will have to repay the bad debts.
Laughing to death, the author really wanted to write a sour story that no one could be wrong about, and kept arranging Xu Lai's scenes to let Xu Lai match up Gong Shou to prove the frank friendship between Xu and Zhou. However, from the beginning, Gong broke up with Xu and Shou, and Xu Youqing, Xu had some inexplicable tea chats from time to time. From him to He doesn't even have a sense of distance, he just seems to be aloof from the moment he appears, and Gong wants both his own love and his open friendship of having liked the other person and being able to be friends with the other person. The eldest brother really wants both but also has no awareness that he already has a lover and needs to keep a distance from others.
The author wanted to create a clear-cut friendship between Xu and Zhou and make the two of them candid. However, Zhou broke up with his long-time boyfriend to take care of Xu. Xu could still be so frivolous and say, "You seem to have abandoned him once" as if it was nothing to do. It's so funny. As a vested interest and someone who has been secretly in love with him for many years, he can be so frivolous. There is neither embarrassment nor guilt, and they still carelessly continue to be friends with Gong. In other words, it is like a man's tea before. Gong is even more speechless when he meets someone. What I like about Shou is that Shou can absorb his negative emotions. After the breakup, I found that Shou is very important, but after a few months of separation, I can not care about Shou~
It's just that Xiaosheng is even more pitiful. Parents love their children, but no one will see it from his perspective. Only he can resist his fear, helplessness, and entanglement.
Finished reading. Sheng Mo didn't get any redemption, it can only be said that part of his obsession was completed. He and Gong formed a family. But the background of his character is still there, and he still endured his entanglements, pain, and hurt that he shouldn't have endured and it was not resolved, it just "passed". The so-called new beginning, bringing order to things seems to have no reason, just like the hurt he suffered. Everyone is right and everyone has their reasons, but he is the one who bears the burden. But it was so realistic that I couldn't help crying in some parts because it was so realistic. The reality is like this. There is no absolute right or wrong, only choices. Choose the person you love more, choose the easier solution, choose to side with the majority, and choose the more correct side. Only the pain of the sacrificed one is often ignored. In fact, it is a very touching article. If I have to say, I may have too high expectations for a "guiding lover". After all, the image of "Gong" is more like a kind-hearted big boy than a responsible leader. He is caring and responsible but does not seem to have the ability to solve problems. Even his way of solving problems is a bit childish and black and white. If I don't want to be nice to you, I have to be nice to him. If you don't tell me, I can't ask. In terms of understanding Sheng's issues, he is not even as good as his mother. There are two people with problems, one is internally awkward and the other is moved by his own ego. And they don't even have a mouth.
It's so painful to watch. Can you please be? 😭 Is this true love? I think he has an emotional and psychological problem now.
I'm so speechless. Has the problem been solved? It seems to have been solved because I started living my life after getting married. Is it really solved? No, it's just forget it. Anyway, the scumbag dad is dead. I really don't know what obsession I have with an irresponsible adult male? Everything was said by Shou's younger brother. Shou is an embarrassing drag. His father wishes he had no life, so as not to disturb the good life of the family of three. This stepmother writes very well. From her perspective, her husband and son are the family, and her husband's children in front of him are burdens. If she is really good to him, she will share the resources of her children. So this is her understanding. Of course, the most exquisite egoism in desperate situations. Gong's character is really easy to criticize. From the beginning to the end, the third party's perspective is that he really loves Shou, but from Shou's perspective, Gong broke up Gong and his Bai Yueguang because the child returned to him. Gong only married him because he had no other choice, and even pitied himself, so he also No need to ask, he knows that he is a coward, whether he loves her or not. She loves him, has children, and is married. I believe that even if she gets tired of the fight later and cheats on Bai Yueguang, she will not make trouble, pretend not to see it, and then continue to live without divorce. In fact, the writing is quite good. Many marriages are like this. They spend their lives together. , It is rare to be confused and pretend not to know, just live like this for a lifetime, it is so true, that is why there is a very classic sentence "I feel sorry for my husband, it is already very miserable not to marry the person I love most". Also, it doesn't matter who you marry if you are not your favorite Bai Yueguang. After all, the opening chapter is for brothers and Bai Yueguang, and you are with your boyfriend. If Gong [Goutou], the friend who broke up with her, had not had children, he would have turned around. He wished Meimei could be Bai Yueguang's second wife and stepfather to his children. If Bai Yueguang and his husband didn't have a really deep relationship and didn't want to get married anymore. If he had really begged Gong to marry him and give his children a father, Gong would have married Bai Yueguang long ago. What do you say in this article? Part of it is quite realistic. Where are the joys and dramas in life? It's all forgotten. It's over. I can't do anything anymore. I keep stumbling in life. If I'm lucky, I'll get through it. If I'm not lucky, I'll get over it. It's okay. I've survived it. So the past is left behind. The stepmother won't apologize. The grievances and hurts suffered in the early stage will be ignored. Let's just live in this muddle.
No spoiler warning for future readers. The author's writing was really frustrating, and it was also frustrating at the end. He had no personality charm and had nothing to do with being a guide. The author probably discovered it later and changed the title of the article. The author's writing skills are pretty good for a newcomer, so I read it. Please be careful, over
It's so annoying. When I was young, I didn't care at all. I just gave my children some money so that they could barely survive. Now that I'm sick, I talk about the relationship between father and son, and even ask my stepmother to act as a bridge in the middle.
Baby Momo is still not naughty enough. I am very naughty and vindictive. I will remember everything that everyone who treats me badly has done to me. And from time to time, I would think of him, hold my head in embarrassment or lower my favor and stay away from him. It's like when he and I reconciled and the favorability level returned to 90, 5 points would be deducted every time I think about it, and 5 points would be deducted again when I think about it again. So I had a bad relationship with him for a while. The baby is tolerant enough. If I say it, I feel uncomfortable when I see him. I feel uncomfortable when I see him [vomiting blood]