Depressed Omega

[Before v, the list will be updated, and there will be 7k updates every week without the list, qaq] [The manuscript has been fully deposited, the full text is 23.5K words] The evil-faced city has a deep-seated attack Boss x newcomer, classic AO pairing Growth type + guidance type 1 Ai Yueqiu, the intern who just joined Feiluan Medicine, is an omega. His appearance is outstanding to the point of being gorgeous, and the tear mole at the corner of his eye adds a bit of color to him. But what is inconsistent with his appearance is that he has a completely blank relationship history. He has never been in love or passion in 23 years, let alone being attracted to anyone. Repression is his background. But soon something unexpected happened. Zhao Tingluan, the company's chief strategy officer and his direct boss, always wears a suit and leather shoes, has a handsome appearance and a friendly attitude. This was the second time they met. The next second, Ai Yueqiu felt that the world was spinning - he was directly aroused by false / sexual / passion / enthusiasm. "Are you okay? You look weird." But the instigator asked him kindly. But Ai Yueqiu is good at suppressing herself. "... No, I'm fine." Ai Yueqiu said calmly, her nails already embedded in the flesh of her palms. It's no big deal, he won't lose to ridiculous physiological/reactions... Ai Yueqiu thought so. But on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zhao Tingluan and he were in the same room. Ai Yueqiu: "Why is there no light?" Zhao Tingluan: "The moonlight is beautiful tonight." Ai Yueqiu: "This is already an old saying." "Then let me say something else." In the darkness, Zhao Tingluan looked into his eyes and said, "This scene reminds me of a word." Ai Yueqiu looked up blankly. "What?" "Aiyue removes the lights." His voice seemed to have some magic, the next second. Ai Yueqiu felt that the glands on the back of her neck were as hot as a kiss, and the passion stage that had been delayed for more than ten years suddenly arrived. He always seemed to be like this in front of Zhao Tingluan. He habitually wanted to suppress this strange and raging impulse, but the burning heat in his body became more and more fierce like a prairie fire, making him unable to resist, and could only let himself fall into a gentle and powerful embrace. "You obviously like me." Ai Yueqiu felt the deep sigh coming from above her head, with a bit of helplessness and pity. "So, in my arms, you don't have to suppress yourself." *Love the moon and remove the lamp: Because the moonlight is too beautiful, I can't bear to let the light destroy it, so I remove the lamp and simply appreciate the moonlight. 2 In Ai Yueqiu's view, alphas are a group of savage species who can't control themselves. As an omega, Ai Yueqiu has never had true love in 23 years. I don't know what love is either. When faced with the occasional fake/sexual/passion/heat, he would also forcibly suppress his impulsive behavior. Even if he bit his lips until they were bloody and his whole body was shaking, he was unwilling to give in to primitive and ridiculous impulses. In a single hospital room that was almost like an interrogation room, the beautiful omega's frail body leaned forward slightly, as if she was undergoing the most painful soul torture and confession in her heart. The psychiatrist is doing a psychological scale on Ai Yueqiu. Ai Yueqiu felt cold all over, like the cold white light of an interrogation room shining on him. "Do you think it's dirty?" "... Yes." "Have you ever had fake sex/heat?" "... Yes." "Isn't there any sign of real passion yet?" "... No." "During your adolescence, did you never have feelings for anyone?" "... No." No, he lied. Actually he has. The changes he suffered during adolescence made it impossible for him to have feelings for anyone, let alone have feelings for everyone... Except for one person. Occasionally when he wakes up from a dream, he will think of the body of the person in the dream. The tall and warm body wraps around him, making him feel stable and... Want to go further. And in his dream, he was not without desires. But that person's face was always covered with a layer of fog, making it difficult to see clearly. Until one day, the face of the person in the dream matched Zhao Tingluan perfectly. The shame and fear in the dream instantly ignited Ai Yueqiu's body and reason, and the order that had been maintained for more than twenty years collapsed instantly. There was a bang. * Is love also like the dry maple leaves that crunch and fall in autumn? When the fire hits, the sky will be set ablaze? * Reading Guide 1. Passion/heat = fq, which is what all omegas have. 2. Classic AO matching, classic handsome attack and beautiful reception 3. Workplace + growth, favored and favored over the years, guidance type, double clean 4. ABO setting, any place names mentioned in the article are meaningless and have no direction. 5. Influenced by Chinese and Japanese mixed race (?) But it does not affect reading ~ Intention:.