be | Short Story | BL
In Sheng Yong's world, everything has a price tag, including love. To him, Li An is a harbor where he can dock when tired, a tenderness that asks nothing of him, a little diversion that is "just right" outside of marriage. He enjoys Li An's dependence and affection, and gives him material comforts, but never his heart.
"It's just for fun. Don't take it too seriously." He had already sentenced this relationship to death.
[He is the only light in the depths of his despair, and also the one who pushes him into an even darker hell.]
In Li An's world, there is only one Sheng Yong. He drinks poison to quench his thirst, greedy for that little bit of false warmth. He knows he is flying into the fire, yet still sacrifices his whole heart and soul. Watching that man take his bride's hand and receive everyone's blessings, he can only sit in the prison he built for himself, chewing over and over the unspeakable love and pain. Depression is a shackle tightening day by day, and love is the sharpest thorn on it.
When the engagement invitation is delivered, and he accidentally catches sight of wedding rings engraved with someone else's name, Li An finally understands that this long, painful one-man act may have reached its final curtain.
Urban Tragic Romance · Male-Male Romance · BE Warning ·
"He got married, and it wasn't to me."
Theme: People should keep living well
? I'm so angry. If it were me, I'd have a fight with Sheng Yong.
""Lee An? "The person on the other end of the phone..." Is a big bug for the author~ In fact, psychiatrists don't do this at all.
"He knows that once he says it,..." This is a big bug for the author~ repeated