Xiya's tragedy is that she lives forever in her memories, and it seems she never realizes that, if she wanted to, she could easily move on. Sadly, Xiya never sees it that way. She feels this way about Xing Zi'an now, and later, she will feel the same about Wei Qi. It seems she is destined to keep brushing past the happiness within her reach for the rest of her life. Being unable to hold on to happiness is Xiya's fate.
There is nothing anyone can do. All we can do is sigh at the cruel twists of fate, and leave it at that.
My dear, when will it be updated?