Forgive Me for Forgetting to Remember

Every time I read your writing, I get a sense of helplessness, like "this is the end of my life" or "that's how it is." Although we are still young, it seems like we have already experienced many hardships, and life seems to be predetermined. Is this what it means to accept one's fate?

I suddenly remembered a quote, a line someone said to their lover: "Have you run out of things to say to me?" Seeing the pure white article truly left me speechless with helplessness. The first story I read of yours was "This Life, The Decline is Over." I thought it was a great story right away; I personally love stories with a touch of heaviness and helplessness.

To find peace amidst cruelty—that's just another kind of unexpected encounter in life...

... An indescribable feeling

I was treated like that too, and it took me ten years to recover.

Only a sigh...

Pure white... Here we come again... I really love your writing... Why don't you start a website like your "husband" Fei Wo Si Cun...? That way we'll just be spending all our time on your official website... Author's reply: Hey Joey, I'm starting a website but I don't have anyone to help me manage it. I'm too busy with work. Come visit me here when you have time!

I like to see traces of my own feelings in your writing, about Ming and Tat Ming Pairs. That's why I followed you. And this particular piece—forgive me for forgetting—along with your synopsis, is actually an annotation I put in my own novel. My book is called… Author's reply: Yes, I saw you mention your long post on Tieba.

Crying... Tears... Sadness... Unspeakable pain...

I still haven't forgotten; some people and some things will remain in my heart for the rest of my life.