"I want to hide you in my heart every moment, that is the trajectory of my secret love for you.
The restrained and tough girl VS the handsome and free-spirited cool guy
1.
Seventeen-year-old Zhuo Luo encountered a grand rainy season - his father died and his mother remarried.
She followed her mother to the unfamiliar home, and the boy who opened the door turned out to be her crush, Chen Zhi.
She originally wanted to write him a love letter without confession before he graduated, but that didn't work now. After all, he was still her brother.
Zhuo Luo thought that Chen Zhi would be as humble and polite as he treated other girls in school.
However, he made things difficult for her again and again: "Don't put the cups together with mine."
"Don't you know how to hide when your mother beats you? Are you so cowardly?"
"Don't call me brother in the future. It sounds annoying. Besides, you are not my sister, and I am not your brother."
"Also, don't pretend to know me well in school. Our relationship is just that we live under the same roof."
2.
Chen Zhi didn't understand why a good family fell apart, why his mother had to divorce and his father had to marry another woman.
He doesn't like strangers entering his territory, but they come and drag them with them.
He doesn't like this nominal sister, he doesn't like her no matter what.
However, on that thunderstorm night with heavy rain and lightning.
He saw her sitting on the steps in the rain, but he put the umbrella over her head, completely ignoring that her body was soaked by the rain.
The words that came out of his mouth were harsh: "Zhuo Luo, are you sick, and you are stuck here in the rain without going home?"
Zoro looked up, his eyes were so red that they were bleeding, his face was covered with water marks, and his voice was sad:
"Chen Zhi, my grandma passed away. No one in this world likes me anymore."
Chen Zhi knelt down, looked into her red eyes, and raised his hand to wipe the hot and cold water marks on her face:
"Zolo, I am your brother. At least, I will like you!"
3.
Zhuo Luo knew that one day, Chen Zhi would leave him, he would go to college, and she would continue in high school.
In the days without Chen Zhi, Zhuo Luo finished writing a secret love diary, hiding his secret love that Chen Zhi didn't know about.
August 29, 2017 cloudy day
Brother, this is the first year since you left this home. I miss you so much.
I wish I could go back to the age of seventeen, when you would be by my side every day.
You always say that I am fickle, but you don't know that liking you will never change. It is the quantification in the mathematical formula.
Later, I got news of Chen Zhi's death.
Zhuo Luo hugged his tombstone for seven whole nights, and the only thing he kept repeating in his mouth was:
"Chen Zhi, you don't keep your words. You said you would come back to see me often. You said at least you would like me in this world."
"But why did you break your promise? Why didn't you say anything? Wake up!"
When he was 23 years old, Zhuo Luo met a man who looked the same as Chen Zhi.
However, he is no longer humble and polite. He gets tattoos, smokes, wears thick chains, and acts casually.
Zhuo Luo recognized at a glance that he was not Chen Zhi.
Until that night, he dragged her into a dark alley, pushed her against the wall, and kissed her crazily:
"After all these years, your brother has not broken his promise. Your brother is back to find you!"
Small theater:
"Zolo, have you ever thought that I can't always be your brother?"
"Chen Zhi, what else do you want to do?"
"That's what you think."
"What do I think?"
"Your lover, your marriage partner."
Chen Zhi took out her secret love diary, held her in his arms, and kissed her long eyelashes:
"Zhuoluo, I am willing to do the quantification in the mathematical formula so that you can see me first every morning when you wake up."
Then, he kissed her crazily, just like the long and hot kiss he had when he was eighteen years old during the humid and sultry rainy season.
This article is also called: "Little Persistence"
Reading guide:
1. The male and female protagonists are not related by blood and are not on the same household register.
2. Double C|Double Primary|HE
3. At first, the girl had a crush on the boy, and then gradually developed a two-way crush | Pseudo brother and sister | Two-way redemption | Small town literature | Cohabitation literature
The first draft of the copy has been screenshotted for documentation.
March 2, 2025.
Intention: The eighteen-year-old boy is young and magnanimous, and will always be your only glory.