[Blurb]
Cool, aloof heroine with a Black Widow constitution x gloomy, sinister eldritch god hero
Shirley had a secret.
She had a “Black Widow” constitution: men were drawn to her and fell into a pathological, frenzied love with her.
To avoid being constantly harassed by men, she had no choice but to marry in order to suppress her constitution.
As for her husbands, each one died within three months of their wedding, leaving all his assets to her.
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When one of her husbands died unexpectedly, Shirley didn't think much of it at first.
That was, until she was accused of murder.
Shirley thought it was just her bad luck, but soon realized she could use a man to clear her name.
The refined young man, said to have royal blood, smiled faintly as he gently clasped her fingertips. “Miss Shirley, as my cousin's widow, what brings you to me?”
Shirley lifted her eyes coolly, treating him only as a useful tool.
Later, as they were entwined in bed, he proposed to her.
The black-haired, dark-eyed man had lost his composure, a flush of bashful red rising across his face and into her eyes.
Her heart skipped a beat, and she said yes.
But her new husband had an even shorter life. He died in a shipwreck during their honeymoon.
After his death, Shirley often dreamed.
In the drizzling rain, she would get up to close the window, only to see a black-haired, dark-eyed man standing outside.
The man looked up at her, a profound smile on his face.
In her dreams, the man clung to her, refusing to let go. They joined together, his cold, damp kisses enveloped her in mist, wrapping around her as if to drown her in his love.
Later, Shirley found herself a new husband, thinking she could escape the nightmares.
But she never imagined that all her husbands were the same “person.”
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So when her husband “came back from the dead” in the form of a god, Shirley feared being trapped in an eternal prison of time.
She killed him with her own hands, again and again.
Yet he always returned to her side in the end, asking in a gentle, indulgent voice whether she liked playing this game.
The undying god clung tightly to her. Time was eternal, and only she gave meaning to the years.
So no matter what kind of man Shirley went to, he would forgive her, then embrace her, kiss her, and make love to her until death.
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I give love and death to you alone.
Reader's guide:
1. One-on-one pairing, the male lead has split incarnations, and he has no prior sexual experience.
2. The heroine is not a strong female lead. She genuinely has a universally captivating constitution, and the story contains multiple unrequited crushes and rivalry scenes; the men suffer, not the woman.
3. The author's tastes are chaotic. Includes, but is not limited to: NTR, the heroine faking her death and the male lead going mad, the male lead's long road to winning her back, and lovers who fight as much as they love. Hope you enjoy!
Theme: Live life with optimism