A Subtle Relationship

Even now, I still don't know how I became involved with him.

A bond of blood, feelings born from it...

Perhaps neither, and perhaps both.

I don't know how to explain our relationship.

My younger brother's father, my mother's husband, yet a man with no connection to me whatsoever.

Heaven has a way of playing a joke on you at just the right moment. I became his lover. Then I was hated and scorned.

There are uncertain feelings between us, and I don't know whether they're love.

But...

I don't want to lose him.

This subtle attraction has bound us together.