
After Winning Over the Ice-Cold Beauty, I Only Want to Die
攻略了高岭之花后一心求死
by Keep the Stars to Myself (独享星辰)
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 312k Words
- Genre
- Romance
- Updated
- 8d ago
- English
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Synopsis
A cold-faced witch with warmth beneath the surface x a noble, aloof, obsessive immortal lord
Blurb 1:
Sang Zhu was reborn, returning to a time before the Hehuan Sect was destroyed.
In this life, she cast aside love and devoted herself to cultivation until she reached heights no one else could match.
She got everything she wanted, but there was no one left in the world who could stir her heart. So suddenly, she wanted to return to her peaceful world
the peaceful, tranquil world where she could live well without scheming against others.
As she resorted to every means and traveled from place to place searching for a way back, she once walked freely in and out of various immortal sects as if no one were there, and encountered a beauty unlike anyone she'd ever seen in this life. Her dead heart stirred to life again.
While he was weak, she abducted him and brought him back to her sect. She gave him a freedom he'd never had before, with one exception: he was forbidden to leave.
The more she looked at him, the more pleasing he seemed, and the more he suited her tastes. So she activated her cultivation technique and successfully claimed him.
Sweat covered that peerlessly beautiful face, his cheeks flushed, but his eyes were full of murderous rage and hatred.
After repeating this several times, Sang Zhu began to lose interest. She decided that once she'd achieved her goal, she would throw him out of the Hehuan Sect.
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Bai Heng grew up in an immortal sect, taught to be proper and upright. He lived up to everyone's expectations, growing into the person the adults wanted him to be. He always thought he would naturally live the life his sect expected of him, until a new variable entered his life.
A beautiful young woman abducted him, confined and humiliated him. All he wanted was to escape.
But he couldn't defeat her, or even leave the Hehuan Sect, which was a living hell to him. The moment the precepts whip, a symbol of his asceticism, lashed brutally across his sea of consciousness, he wished he could kill the girl a thousand times over with a single glare.
At last, one day, she threw him out just as he'd hoped. He should have been happy.
But whenever he woke from a midnight dream, it was the girl's seductive whisper by his ear that lingered in his mind.
He suspected he'd fallen in love with her, but he couldn't. He'd been taught from childhood to control himself and obey propriety, to cut off every unnecessary emotion. And besides, she was a witch hated by all the immortal sects.
Later, he had a dream. Red candles flickered, and amid the intoxicating atmosphere, he saw Sang Zhu's bewitching face and her whispering intimately with someone else.
After he woke, the scene became a thorn in Bai Heng's heart. Jealousy and possessiveness quietly took root.
At last, he couldn't hold back. He abandoned all his pride and went to the Hehuan Sect to find her, but she still drove him away.
Like a stray dog, he came running back again, pleading with her not to send him away.
The once lofty immortal lord had lost all his poise. Eyes red, he wagged his tail in obsessive, desperate supplication.
“Don't send me away. I'll do anything for you.”
Blurb 2 (old version):
Reborn in a new life, Sang Zhu cultivated to heights no one else could match.
She personally killed her enemies and got everything she wanted. Suddenly, she wanted to return to her peaceful world,
the world where her parents doted on her, and she could live well without scheming against others.
She resorted to every means and traveled from place to place searching for a way back. Without realizing it, she once again grew attached to a young man.
He was the only one she'd ever forcibly claimed, and the hardest to tame.
Thanks to his exquisitely divine face, when he glared at her in fury, Sang Zhu only felt a kitten's paw gently scratch at her heart. She felt none of the haughty righteousness expected of a favored child of heaven.
Just as she finally decided to cross the Bridge of Helplessness and enter the cycle of reincarnation, the favored child of heaven she'd once brought back, who had always disliked her, desperately tried to stop her.
At first, when Sang Zhu teased him, Bai Heng's gaze was dark and murderous. He wished he could cut her into a thousand pieces, but all he could do was yell at her to get lost.
Later, he had a dream. Red candles flickered, and beneath the suggestive bed curtains, he saw Sang Zhu's bewitching face and her whispering intimately with someone else.
After he woke, the scene became a thorn in Bai Heng's heart. Jealousy and possessiveness quietly took root.
Eventually, after she threw him out of the Hehuan Sect, he came running back like a stray dog, pleading with her not to send him away.
The once lofty immortal lord had lost all his poise. Eyes red, he wagged his tail in obsessive, desperate supplication.
“Don't send me away. I'll do anything for you.”
He clung to her in a sickly, eager embrace, rubbing against her like a puppy. “I'll really be good.”
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Reader's guide:
1. BG romance, both leads' first time (important!!!).
2. The story opens long after the heroine is reborn, with her first meeting with the hero.
3. The heroine is mildly adored by everyone, but in the early part of this life she loves no one.
4. The hero has never been with anyone, physically or emotionally. All male supporting characters have never been with anyone.
Theme: Lovers will find their way to each other.
Tags
- ThemeWestern Fantasy
- POVFemale Lead
- Age18+
- JJWXCSigned
- AccessPaid (VIP)
- Ancient Fantasy
- Destined Pairing
- Power Fantasy
- Rebirth
- Supernatural
- Xuanhuan
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The author's writing is absolutely fantastic! The characters are vivid and three-dimensional, the pacing of the plot is excellent, and it's incredibly captivating. You can tell the author put a lot of thought and effort into the story; following the updates is something I eagerly anticipate every day. Thank you so much, author! I look forward to the next chapter!
The premise is particularly captivating: the female lead is a witch from the Hehuan Sect, and she's a "golden finger" character who starts at the Nascent Soul stage—a typical wish-fulfillment trope. The male lead is pure and abstinent, and clueless about love. It's essentially a gender-swapped version of a forced-and-possessed novel, very engaging and vividly descriptive.
They really are furnaces and cauldrons; what a filthy and disgusting bunch of monstrous things.
Could it be that he has that furnace-cauldron constitution? The female lead really needs to be protected.
This one looks so much like Shu Ning's.
This is so good! When will you update? 😍😍😍
When will the author update? It's so good!
[Orange Sugar] I've finally found my favorite type of male lead – the pure and innocent type!
Catching insects gave up the idea of going down the mountain.
This sentence sounds a bit strange; the author probably wrote it too quickly. The fluency of some sentences needs some work. 🤷