Thirst

■ Touch Starvation & Pain Seeking

“Let's break up,” Ye Yao said.

“Why?”

“I'm sorry. You're wonderful, but we're not right for each other.”

“Tell me the truth.”

“...You're too frigid. I need passion! You know what I mean, passion! We've been dating for a month, and you've only held my hand once! Wonderful, maybe in three years we'll finally get to kiss!”

After a long silence, Lu Jiangbai looked at Ye Yao and calmly asked, “Are you sure?”

-

After years of watching from afar, Lu Jiangbai had finally gotten together with the girl he liked.

But once they were together, he never dared to touch her.

If she knew he suffered from severe touch starvation and couldn't control himself when it flared up, she would surely think he was a monster.

He kept himself in check with medication and by abusing his own body.

Then, whenever it flared up, he would open the hidden compartment in his bedroom and gaze at the enormous portrait of her inside.

In his imagination, he would pull her into his arms, kiss her, caress her, tear her apart...

Then he would open the door and return to his calm, almost indifferent self.

Until one day, his girl told him he was too frigid...

-

[You are my medicine, and my addiction]

Theme: Everyone has something wrong with them, so you are not alone.