Winter Fireworks

Min Ran, you have done all the bad things and made me cry to death.

Min Ran, after all these years, I still haven't learned how to read your articles without crying.

It's drizzling in front, and there's a knife behind.

How to love someone until old age, how to face everything, I don't know. Looking back on the past, I can't forget the painful lovesickness [burst crying]

Nice to meet you, Shen Mei and Zheng Tingyu

I cried so much. Dad, I'll give you all these nutritional solutions!

"Life is meaningless, but love can last forever." Now when I taste this sentence again, I seem to have some new thoughts. I didn't understand it before. How can I talk about the word "love" when the people I cherish are forever separated from me? She has left, leaving me alone to wander and struggle in life. "Love" was too vague and insubstantial for me at that time. Later, I saw a comment from a netizen saying, "Are people who appear briefly a punishment or a reward? A moment is eternity like fireworks in winter." I also had doubts in my mind. I also want to know whether the people who appear briefly are a painful punishment for me, or a reward given by fate because I live too hard. I am a very fragile person. I chose a major in college that I didn't like, so I resolutely prepared to take the inter-major postgraduate entrance examination. I made clear plans for myself. I struggled with the coursework of this major every day, and also planned the process of studying for the postgraduate entrance examination. I kept forcing myself to use my brain every day, warning myself that I would be tired this year and not give up. However, the pressure accumulated during three years of studying in a major I was not good at and the early warning of the impending postgraduate entrance examination made me exhausted. I began to become unable to concentrate on my studies. I could not control my thoughts and repeatedly checked meaningless things. I knew that something was wrong, but I still got stuck in it. I was eroded by inexplicable and strong fear. There was something wrong with my psychology. I went to the hospital to get diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I started taking medicine, getting reexaminations, and receiving psychological treatment. I'm feeling much better now, I'm starting to be able to calm down and think, and my life is slowly starting to get back on track. I have a completely new understanding of "love": "Love" is not just about spiritual resonance when people come into contact with each other face to face. Just like Shen Mei and Zheng Tingyu in the works of teacher Min Ran, although the relationship between the two is short-lived, after getting along with Tingyu, Shen Mei will continue to live and experience all kinds of life with Tingyu's love and the commitment to his lover to live hard. Shen will continue to improve himself and become more outstanding and eye-catching. The motivation for all this will come from the relationship between the two and the "love" brought by Ting Yu. Go on with your lover's expectations, and Ting Yu's love will be with Shen Mei when the next storm comes. They are not separated, they redeem each other and jointly create a better Shen Mei. And I responded to my previous question with such "love" - ​​this is a reward, and their encounter is full of value. Love can last forever. I also imagine that when Shen Mei gets old and reaches the end of her life, she will meet Ting Yu in the sky and share her life experiences and opportunities one by one. Just like a monk who carries a supreme treasure after training, he tells his Taoist companions about the ups and downs of the journey and shares the treasures gained along the way. Life is uncertain and life cannot be smooth sailing. I feel that every one of us who works hard to live exudes our own light. We will all encounter ups and downs in life, whether it is school, work, life or death... But I always believe that the "negation of negation" and "spiral upward" in philosophy are just like our lives, with ups and downs but in the end it must be upward development. The storm will eventually stop, and we will become better versions of ourselves I stood up from the wind and waves again, took the treasures I harvested, and continued to move forward. Thanks to Teacher Min Ran for bringing such a beautiful story to our readers. I also wish every reader and friend a bright future [shy] and gain their own unique and eternal love.

Reading this story reminds me of a comic book I read before called "The Bubble Weaved with You", which is also a farewell. Xiao Yu appeared in Shen Dong's life, as gorgeous as fireworks, as gorgeous as bubbles. He stayed briefly and changed Shen Mei's life, but then disappeared so easily. Farewell in death was much more painful than separation in life. The person who stayed behind spent all the rest of his life remembering, regretting and hurting. Everything was powerless. That feeling of powerlessness made me feel so sad just thinking about it. I swear I will never watch be again

The second time, it still looks great. [Red heart][red heart][red heart] I like all the characters in Min Ran's works. The background of the characters is gentle and compassionate. When facing this absurd world, this background can wrap up all the suffering. The author's statement about death has a kind of courage to live towards death. He is not afraid of death, but is afraid of the demise of close relationships after death, especially how the living person will live. Everyone must have a spiritual cabin when they are alive. It is not material, but a spiritual place where they feel solid, warm and safe when they think about it. Although Shen Mei, who has not met Zheng Yuting, is still alive, it seems that his heart is wandering and has no fixed place. However, Shen Mei, who has met Zheng Yuting, lives a more flexible and peaceful life. After several years of getting along with each other, Shen Mei has built a perfect spiritual place in his heart. Finally, he can resolutely spend the following years. Living is not a sorrow, but a brave and continuous experience of the world with Yuting. To understand death is to understand how to live

Alias: Memoirs of the Past [Crying]

It was so painful to cry. I originally wanted to listen to the radio drama directly, but I couldn't hold back and wanted to watch the follow-up plot. I cried bitterly after watching it. The previous part was obviously very sweet [crying]

If there is a good article, I will never forget it. I will drink nutrient solution vigorously and become frivolous about it.

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My eyes are going to go blind from crying

I worked overtime and was very tired. When I saw the end, I looked up at the moonlight tonight. It was very bright and very close, with clouds just above my head. I sighed. Both Shen Mei and Zheng Tingyu are gentle, tough, kind, and always have all the good things. They should cherish each other when they are together. I hope that those who love each other will get what they want in the end!

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Cried so much