Winter Fireworks

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Hehehehe, I have been reading GL novels since 2010, and this time I really felt my heart throbbing. I like to watch the reunion after breaking the mirror, and BE is indeed the most powerful.

2026.09.24 I finally cried until I couldn't stop crying. The tears kept flowing. I kept taking deep breaths. I mustered up the greatest courage and finished reading the last four chapters that I had never dared to read. Oh my god! Why so cruel?! Ting Yu's life was really painful in the end! Maybe leaving is the best relief for her, as it won't hurt anymore~ But I believe she is extremely reluctant and sad in her heart~ because she loves Shen Mei so much! But she was gentle and didn't want Shen Mei to worry about her, so she didn't reveal any reluctance at all. It was too forbearing. I really wanted to know her perspective, what her thoughts and feelings were, but Xiao Xiaoran didn't mention anything (right?). Take care of yourself! In your next life, you don't want to have a short-term fate like a firework. In your next life, you two will be healthy and happy, and grow old together!!!!!! (I still feel very uncomfortable now, my eyes hurt so much, I feel uncomfortable~~~~) 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

Min Ran, I really want to turn you into a bald rabbit 💔💔

I can really relate to it. My mother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in mid-March this year and died in mid-July. I still don't want to believe that my mother is no longer there 😭 How could she suddenly contract such a disease when she was a good person in normal times, and it only took four short months from the time she was found to the time 😭

That's how my family is. Because the first time you save money, you will find out later at a later stage. It's really like this, I cried so much that I couldn't breathe. Real. It's so well written, you know.

I used to think that facing the death of a loved one around me was an unbearable moment of severe pain, but later I discovered that it might be more like an endless lingering. Every time I thought I was about to forget, I would think of it again, and every time I thought of it, a knife would be cut from the softest part of my body, causing you pain and leaving you empty. Shen Mei will live well, with Zheng Tingyu's love, Zheng Tingyu's happiness, and Zheng Tingyu's sadness. Sometimes pain can be deeper than love.

Why does my saliva come out of my eyes 😭

I almost cried to death. I never thought I was such an emotional person. I was mentally prepared before watching it, but I was completely unprepared. Everyone will face death. Life is really hard, and it is true that it is not without any sugar. Most of the time, we rely on this little sugar to survive the hardships and setbacks, and then continue to live. I originally wanted to look for the description of a brief encounter with winter fireworks, but I forgot where it was, so I went back to the end to read it. I couldn't find it and cried again when I saw that part. I was really at my wits' end, so I decided to take it slow. The last time I cried so much while reading a novel, it was still authoritative and had such great stamina. Living is the most important thing, oh oh oh oh 😭 😭 😭

I have been completely wounded by the impermanence of this world. I cannot bear to read such words of farewell to life and death. What you wrote hurts so much that I can't stand it anymore. This time it was a short story, and I burst into tears while reading the last few chapters. Especially after I learned a few months ago that a big sister I like very much has cancer, I can no longer read such words. I can always think of her through the pain. I don't know how much emotion and physical energy you have to expend when writing about life and death. I only know that I don't dare to read stories with this kind of ending. It hurts so much 😭😭😭