"Youth always goes to waste, and a lifetime passes in such a hurry."
Gu Yan falls for someone he can't touch or even reach. That someone is none other than his own deskmate.
In high school, his heart is full of the fervent feelings of youth. He boldly pursues him and openly confesses his love, hoping the boy will turn around and look at him just once.
All he gets in response is, "You're disgusting," before the boy brushes him off.
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This little apocalypse has dragged on to the present day. Gu Yan still can't forget the calamity this person brought him. Someone who isn't loved is just pretending when they feel hurt.
Gu Yan deliberately hides this love deep in his heart, deciding to abandon this meaningless pursuit and let it run its course until it dries up.
But that person refuses to let him go, threatening him relentlessly and demanding he never give up.
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So love comes with fear, too. Even when they are battered and bruised, neither of them lets the other spend the night alone.
※ Youth in Ruins / Serrini
Theme: The answer is here, now.