Countdown to Death

[A short story, HE] Tierjia means "tears of God" in Russian. I have a plan in my heart, and I always strictly follow the plan. Even if it is the day of my death, I have to make arrangements in advance. My biological parents used to love me very much, but then they pointed at my nose and called me a cold-blooded animal, with fear in their eyes. Then one day, I made a decision. I wanted to go to Tierga at the end of the world and... Die there. But there, I met my landlord family, my first love with orange hair, and a lame wolf cub. Winter passed, but before I died, my first love took me home. Be self-restrained and prudent. Data analyst attacks x. Eclectic painter. Tip: The first-person narrative is written in a sadistic way. It may be a sweet and sour story. Purpose: My plans always include you.