Two Hundred Years of Love

Xiaosi is two hundred years old this year. He is neither a goblin nor a god, but a person who has been forgotten by the world... Everyone who knew him has left, and now no one knows his name. Even he himself has forgotten it. He only knows that his name is Xiaosi. . The two-hundred-year-old Xiaosi has experienced too much. . . . He had died before - he had taken poison, hung himself, thrown himself into a river, and even stabbed himself in the heart with a knife - until now he still clearly remembers what it felt like... This is punishment! ! I have been alone for more than a hundred years, and I have thought about it for more than a hundred years. I can't even talk about pain, I don't feel anything, but I still have to live. He thought, if this is punishment, what is it for? Could it be………..