In his previous life, Si Huaiyun was a tyrant, and after his death he was cursed and reviled. In this life, he is unexpectedly reborn.
Other people who are reborn return to the beginning, wipe away their shame, and rise to prominence once more.
But he ends up in an enemy kingdom, becoming someone else's son and getting the chance to watch his own funeral.
He thinks he did so many terrible things in his last life that being condemned by everyone is only fair. A chance to live again is rare beyond measure, and everyone expects Si Huaiyun to be grateful and cautious. He, too, decides to cherish this chance.
Unfortunately, he has sinned so much that there are enough people outside who want his head to circle the heavens and the earth.
Want to live a comfortable life? Who gave you, Si Huaiyun, the right to that?
I once thought my blood was black from birth. With an insatiable lust for power, I naturally became a blade that shattered every peace. If a problem could be solved with a single ripple, I insisted on raising a tidal wave. I wanted the loyal to die for their disloyalty. I wanted the mighty to crumble into dust. I wanted the general who fought for his country and people to watch the empire collapse. I wanted those who stood united to fall apart. I wanted the hopeful to die in despair.
But they told me this was a heart, blackened after being washed again and again in the mire.
Green-tea, delicate top × sweet-tongued, two-faced bottom
Yuan Beiting × Si Huaiyun
1. The background is ridiculous, and the setting is all over the place.
2. Told out of order, with occasional scenes from memories interspersed.
Theme: Effort that seems wasted is not wasted.
I stopped updating for two days, my computer is not around [it melted] I will update five chapters tomorrow 🥺