'As I told you, I don't need you to give me a sense of security, and I will not rely on you for the rest of my life. '
'But I want to spend my whole life with you. '
The red exclamation mark was like the blood dripping from Chen Yi's wrist, but at that moment Lu Xin was thousands of miles away, and Chen Yi's heart fell into the abyss.
2021.8.13 Day 15 of self-assessment
I slept for 4 hours last night and when I woke up I felt like my head was going to explode.
The sun glared into my eyes, and the corners of my eyes were so dry. Did I cry again in my dream?
I actually dreamed about Lu Xin, and he became my junior high school classmate.
In the dream, Lu Xin and Zhou Zixu were running wildly on the school basketball court, and they returned to their childlike innocence.
Surrounded by my classmates, they were all shouting, "Come on."
Lu Xin suddenly stopped and looked at me. Zhou Zixu turned around and called him, Lu Xin was gone, and they were all gone.
I wanted to shout, I wanted to chase them, but I had no strength at all and watched them disappear step by step.
When I woke up, my heart was beating so loudly that it didn't stop for a long time.
Purpose: Self-salvation and mutual salvation