The Big Shot of Beijing's Elite Circle Is Actually My Amnesiac First Love

"Crime Scene Investigation [Crime Fiction]"

[Black-bellied, devoted attack × Noble, moon-bright recipient]

"This time, I'll be the one to give up on you first."

"You dare!"

When syringes replace strings and disinfectant covers the scent of rosin, we meet again at the most fragile point in life.

Lu Zixin first met Song Juan at the outpatient clinic of a cancer hospital.

As an attending physician at the hospital, Lu Zixin had long grown accustomed to life and death. Most patients had family members with them, whether parents or lovers. Song Juan alone sat quietly by himself in a chair in the corridor.

Lu Zixin glanced at the computer. Late-stage leukemia.

He probably didn't have much time left. Looking at Song Juan sitting across from him for the consultation, Lu Zixin said without even looking up, "You need to be admitted for chemotherapy."

"Doctor, I don't want chemotherapy. Please just prescribe me some medicine."

When they met for the second time, Lu Zixin saw Song Juan's pale face and recommended chemotherapy again. After a long hesitation, Song Juan finally explained why he had been putting it off.

"I'm a cellist. The cello is my life. If I choose chemotherapy, I'll never be able to hold my instrument again. And chemotherapy hurts so much. There's no one to stay with me. I can't take it."

Lu Zixin had no choice but to say nothing more. He filled out the prescription and handed it to Song Juan.

Song Juan thanked him, then fainted in Lu Zixin's office as soon as he stood up.

Looking at the ring on Song Juan's hand, Lu Zixin thought he didn't look like someone with no family.

After waking up, Song Juan left without a word.

The third time they met, Lu Zixin dragged Song Juan, who had gone to the river intending to die, back to shore and cursed him out. "I've been doing everything I can to save you, and you're trying to kill yourself!"

Song Juan just listened in silence as tears ran down his cheeks.

It was the first time Lu Zixin had ever seen a man cry, and he panicked.

After that, Lu Zixin realized he was always drawn to Song Juan without meaning to. They became friends, but Lu Zixin knew there could be no future for them.

They only wanted to shine in a different way during the time they had left.

[Bonus Scene]

"Dr. Lu, my bone marrow match results... It's you?"

The cuffs of Song Juan's white shirt were still dusted with piano-key grime, but the letters "AML-M5" on his diagnosis had already brought his entire concert tour to a halt.

And the most absurd part was that his attending physician, Lu Zixin, was the first love who had left without a word more than a decade ago.

"The treatment has seven stages. Your hair will fall out in the first month, and you'll lose your sense of taste in the third..."

"Will it affect my playing?"

The pen dug furiously into the paper, leaving a tear in it. "Song Juan, staying alive is what you should be thinking about right now!"

As chemotherapy destroyed his nerve endings and the strings began to betray his fingers,

Song Juan pulled out his IV line in the middle of the night, only to hear an enraged voice explode over the monitor's alarm:

"You dumped me so decisively back then, and now you can't even wait for me to save you?"

He laughed, coughing up streaks of blood. "Lu Zixin, you obviously hate me..."

But Lu Zixin pulled him into an embrace that smelled of disinfectant. The voice of a man who hadn't cried in ten years trembled as he said:

"I do hate you... I hate you so much that I have to see you live to a hundred."

◆ Important Notes ◆

1. Reunited exes + doctor-patient relationship. Expert doctor attack × gentle, frail recipient.

2. Dual timelines, intertwining a reunion with a first love after years apart and a fight for salvation between life and death.

3. They were underage during their first-love period. They only kissed, and did not sleep together.

4. There are plenty of heart-wrenching moments, but sweet moments can be found in the pain. Guaranteed happy ending.

"You once said music was an eternal art."

"Now I understand..."

"What lasts longer than eternity is those ten years I spent waiting for you to come back."

Theme: Love can transcend life and death