May 6, 2020
Early this morning, I dreamed about you. I dreamed you saw the diary I had written and read about my feelings for you, and then you cried...
But when I woke up, I realized that actually, I was the one crying.
Reader's guide:
1. A gay man falls for a straight man. Wu Zhuoheng is straight, while Lu Chenyu is gay.
2. The diary entries use first and second person; the main story is told in third person.
3. The two male leads have complicated feelings and a deep bond, so they keep pulling away and drawing close again 😭 This is not mutual love ❌🈚️ and there is no romance plot.
⚠️ There is one boundary-crossing kiss in the story (on the face).
[The story focuses on the protagonist]
The protagonist isn't perfect and acts with his own self-interest in mind. Some of the plot may divide readers, so I've placed this under miscellaneous 🤔
4. A short bad-ending story.
[^_^ This is the only bad-ending story I've ever written, because I hate sad stories 😢❤️]
Theme: In the end, fate brought us together, but we were never meant to be.
Lu Chenyu [touching head] Even though he wasn't there, he took the photo with him and took the graduation photo together, right? Although I didn't witness his wedding with my own eyes, I have seen him in person and what his partner looks like. He has children, and I know that he is living a happy life now, right? The words "Happy Newlyweds" were sent to me personally. It's no regrets, right? Wu Zhuoheng [touching head] You feel that he feels guilty because he transferred to another school, but you are very relieved to know that he has successfully completed his PhD and is doing a job that he likes, right? Although we haven't seen each other for a long time and will never see him again in the future, it still touches my heart when I heard that he called me an old friend from his hometown. I knew that he would be sad if I got married, so I struggled with it for 10 years, and it took 10 years to repay him before I felt relieved. It's not a regret, is it?
After watching Tiantian's plot, I went out and saw be's profile 😭 😭 😭
What should I do? It feels even more bitter [bursts into tears] Ah ah ah ah, it's obviously sweet, but it makes me so sad.
Although it is sweet now, this is be [cry] [cry]