Su Zifei hates Qiao Mo, hates him so much his teeth clench, hates him so much he never wants to see him again.
But he hates himself even more.
He hates himself for forgiving him again and again after being left battered and bruised, for repeatedly letting himself sink into a torment that consumes him both physically and mentally.
Most of all, he hates that he loves him, beyond hope of saving.
The completed novel I abandoned, Cloudlike Hearts, is finally finished. I hope you'll show it lots of support!
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Am I the only one who thinks Qiao Mo is actually innocent? In the past, when Xiaoyu loved him so much that it was pitiable, he was unaware of it. He simply regarded Xiaoyu as his good friend and younger brother to care and love. No one could deny his kindness to Xiaoyu. Of course, some people may think that it was because he was so unkind to Xiaoyu that Xiaoyu Mudzu was trapped and unable to extricate himself. However, at that time, he really did not understand Xiaoyu's feelings for him. In this regard, what was Qiao Mo's fault? What's more, after he later learned about Xiaoyu's feelings, he was confused, evaded, and conflicted. But weren't his reactions normal? I would like to ask which person who originally had a normal sexual orientation (or thought he was normal) would not have these struggles after learning that a same-sex person confessed his love? Moreover, after Qiao Mo finally determined his feelings, he began to face up to his relationship with Xiao Yu. Not only did he confess his love for Xiao Yu, but he also bravely broke up with his ex-girlfriend. As for the subsequent turmoil, it was not his fault. Even if someone accused him of being too passionate and causing Xiao Yu's misunderstanding, was it not Xiao Yu's own fault? He had never been confident in this relationship, or in other words, he simply didn't believe that Qiao Mo would really like him. Therefore, in order to get rid of the pain, he chose to forget. Isn't this too cruel for Qiao Mo? Or, Su Zifei's love is actually too selfish! From the beginning, he didn't dare to let Qiao Mo know because he was afraid of being rejected and despised. Later, he unilaterally forgot about Qiao Mo in exchange for his own peace and happiness. Did he really think about Qiao Mo? Maybe the author has always written this article from his perspective, leading the readers to involuntarily put themselves in Su Zifei's position and follow his ups and downs of mood, but who can see Qiao Mo's innocence and pain? It's not that whoever falls in love first will lose, but is Su Zifei's love really that deep?
It feels a little distressing to see...
After seeing this excerpt of Ke Shi's monologue, I felt a sense of completion. Q_Q
I saw Wen Chai in other places. I was a little surprised when I saw the messages in the comment area = = It's not that bad, the writing is mature, and the inner struggle is also very delicately depicted. Except it would be a bit cliche when you see him suffering from selective amnesia. Reading novels is nothing more than entertainment. Who is not a common person? Come on, Da Da, I will dig Da Da Da's other articles tomorrow. By the way, the title of the book, uh, is quite repetitive. At first I thought it was something I had seen and planned to skip it. Silently,,,
The writing is too idiotic and too vulgar. I need to practice for a few more years.
Finished reading. Xiaoyu's feelings before were really written very realistically, making people feel the same, and it was extremely heartbreaking. I still think Qiao Mo changed too quickly, and it was too easy to torture him.
The definition of happiness depends on the individual. Being able to be with the person you love is happiness, but being able to protect the one you love isn't happiness? It can be seen from the poetic monologue that everyone is at least happy. Maybe there are still struggles and pains, but life is still like this. So although the story is over, I still wish everyone can continue to be happy. =W= Finally, congratulations on the official completion, waiting to jump into new pits... (Hold on and rub it in)
Well, I have always liked Ke Shi. As Qiao Yan said, she is sensible and considerate. I have met a person I love, I will spend my life with him, and I will protect him with my whole life. This is my happiness. Seeing this sentence, I suddenly felt a sad feeling of happiness. Maybe Xu Shi was really stupid, but she was also very clear about what she wanted. Others really couldn't understand her choice. Finally, I thought: Is it really over? However, I really like this article and look forward to Chi Mian's next article!
"Which is more important to you, jealousy or me?" -> This is a good sentence! Finally, I saw the proud fish and his wife in silence. Although the process of hugging the beauty back may be difficult, look at the happiness you have now, loyal dog, you have still earned it. Dr. Yue, stop being awkward... Seriously, how long can a person's life be spent over and over again and then regret it? Untie your knot as soon as possible and stop shutting out your own happiness. Even if Mo Bai did something wrong in the past, he is indeed a good lover now, gentle and tolerant, so quickly overwhelm him (not the point of CJ). Touch it, thank you for your hard work.