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Pu Ding knows he can never fall in love. When he does, his heart aches as though countless insects are gnawing at it.
Yet Pei Yaoguang, commander of the Imperial Guard, loves humiliating him and treats him like a plaything in the palm of his hand. Convinced Pu Ding is not what he seems, Pei Yaoguang wants to dig deep into his innermost desires and take pleasure in them.
Pu Ding hates being forced. It wounds his dignity, and besides, Pei Yaoguang is a eunuch!
That is, until he discovers that the blood of the assassin Xie Qingyan can ease the taboo affliction tormenting him.
Pu Ding can't stop wanting to get close to him, hoping to use him to escape the eunuch's grasp.
And so the pure moon falls from the sky, the three great Buddhist precepts are shattered, and prayer beads scatter across the floor.
Xie Qingyan leaves him covered in bite marks...
They bare their hearts to each other and discover that love has long since taken root between them. They are made for no one but each other!
On the day of their wedding, just as they are about to bow to Heaven and Earth, Pei Yaoguang barges in and clamps a hand around Pu Ding's jaw, his eyes cold and sinister.
"Trying to escape? Or would you rather watch him die?"
*
Pu Ding longs day and night for Pei Yaoguang to meet a violent end.
Who could have guessed that after Pei Yaoguang forces him into marriage, his whole personality would change overnight?
That night, the cold moon hung high. Pei Yaoguang knelt before him.
In the blink of an eye, he had Pu Ding pinned beneath him. In that moment, Pei Yaoguang felt as though even the golden Buddha's smile was tinged pink.
Pei Yaoguang's eyes were like rippling water as he pressed a fingertip to Pu Ding's jaw. "The Buddha teaches us to accommodate all beings. You should submit to me."
He lifted the hem of his robe, his voice breaking. "Take a good look!"
"I won't make it hurt!"
They say that the man who was once like a devil fell from on high into the dirt. He went mad with love for him, and even laid down his blade for him.
What's more, aside from being incredibly generous, Pei Yaoguang is exceptionally good in bed!
Pu Ding: "Well, now I get it!"
Pei Yaoguang: "Once, everyone else was my dog. Now, I'll be yours!"
Reading Guide
1. Top One is obsessive and goes mad for love. Top Two is beautiful, gentle, and domineering. Both love the bottom to the extreme!
2. Pei has a sex addiction. Both tops are virgins. Pu Ding is a virgin in the first phase. Pu Ding is the only bottom. One-on-one ending, happy ending.
3. Pu Ding only develops feelings after he returns to secular life! At first, he knows nothing about that sort of thing! (He's clueless.)
1. A rite of passage in Mahayana Buddhism.
Posted on 24.10.18, screen-recorded.
Completed novel: "Spring Tide", blurb below:
In her previous life, Meng Yan secretly met her lover and was caught by her prospective husband, the sinister and deranged Prince Regent. Everyone knew that Prince Regent Xie Hanyuan was a sinister, mad demon.
On her wedding night, she died suddenly.
Her soul drifted through the prince's manor and accidentally discovered that the madman was pressed against her corpse, locked in an intimate embrace with it.
Reborn three years before her wedding, she was twenty-one.
An uproar suddenly rose outside the mansion. Xie Hanyuan was curled up beneath the red-lacquered beast-ring knocker, looking half dead. At this point, he had yet to gain power over the court.
Meng Yan thought that since he had no memories of his previous life, she might as well train him into her loyal dog and have him help her.
The fifteen-year-old boy sneered inwardly: She's taken the bait!
She locked the boy in a side room and ran her fingertips, dipped in ointment, over his bony shoulder blades.
Xie Hanyuan opened his eyes in agony and murmured in a weak voice, "Sister, your little brother hurts..."
Meng Yan: ∽>□<‖∽
Could this really be the fearsome, deranged Prince Regent?
He was clearly just a puppy of a boy!
After that, she watched him act like a timid dog every day. He even said he wanted to be her servant for the rest of his life!
Meng Yan: He's putting on an act. I might as well play along!
*
Later, she stayed by him through the darkest period of his life.
The day he became Prince Regent, he thought she belonged to him and him alone, but she rejected him!
He'd grown tired of pretending. After seeing everything between her and Xiao Huan, he couldn't keep up the act any longer!
Xiao Huan had seen the curves she adored and tasted her sweet, soft tongue.
He ordered his men to take Xiao Huan away, intending to gouge out his eyes and cut out his tongue!
That day, the prince's manor held a banquet, and Meng Yan came to plead with him on Xiao Huan's behalf.
Xie Hanyuan had just killed a dancer. He licked the drop of blood at the corner of his lips and smiled seductively. "Sister, didn't you say you wanted us to have nothing more to do with each other?"
He swept his arm across the table, knocking every cup and plate to the floor, then leaned over and pinned Meng Yan to the tabletop.
"Face away from me! Anyone who dares look will have their eyeballs gouged out and pickled in wine!"
His roar cracked like thunder, making every court official tremble with fear. No one dared hesitate. They all turned toward the hall's entrance, wishing they could go blind and deaf on the spot...
They say that after faking her death and disappearing, she became the cinnabar mark in the heart of the mad Prince Regent, a man whose name made the whole capital tremble.
He had never shed a tear, nor had he ever bowed to anyone.
His first half of life was mired in filth and hatred.
Once, his hands were only for killing.
Now, he no longer wants to kill. He wants to truly be her little dog!
He dreams that one day he can hold her, cherish her in his hands, comfort her, dote on her... and make her his!
Clear-headed and carefree x sinister and unrestrained
Theme: Be accommodating to all beings; the mind itself is the Buddha.
I came to Douyin just to see how arrogant the author is~
I came from Douyin. The original name is really full of contraction, but the current name is much better.
He is really cruel, hahaha, he is not merciful to himself at all 😂
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It's already very exciting 😂 I can't believe how exciting it will be next
Oh~ It turns out that this is how you return to secular life.