[Wishing all my dear readers a happy Mid-Autumn Festival! Eat well, drink well, and have a great time!] Originally titled "Can Your Beta Get Pregnant?", I changed it because I felt the title was disrespectful to Xiao Que. It is also known as "An Alpha's Secret-Crush Observation Diary". See you in the fall, everyone.
The summer between his second and third years of high school, Jiang Que, an outstanding Beta student, attends a military academy training camp and meets He Jingyang, an Alpha there for the same program. It is love at first sight.
When he gets back from camp, he learns that He Jingyang is the grandson of a former Alliance chairman, a top-tier aristocrat so powerful that ordinary people can't even meet him in person unless he appears on the news.
Jiang Que thinks they'll never cross paths again, but after he gets into military academy, he and He Jingyang turn out to be in the same year.
He Jingyang is everywhere: at training, exams, and in the cafeteria. Jiang Que thinks that's more than enough. They come from different social classes, and he has no dreams of marrying into a wealthy family.
But during one training assessment, He Jingyang's suppressant bracelet accidentally falls off. His heat begins, and he can only hide in a small storage room. Jiang Que happens to be hiding there too. Their eyes meet, and He Jingyang presses his burning body against him.
When Jiang Que wakes up, his legs are weak. He trembles as he tries to get dressed, but he can't manage to button his shirt.
He Jingyang comes over and buttons it for him. “Do you need me to take responsibility?”
Jiang Que rejects him without hesitation. “No. Betas can't get pregnant.”
At that, He Jingyang buttons his shirt more roughly and says nothing more, his face dark.
After the assessment ends, life returns to normal.
Three months later, however, Jiang Que starts feeling sleepy, weak, and nauseated. He becomes especially sensitive to smells, and is intensely hungry for He Jingyang's pheromones. He even cries because he can't smell them. Just as he starts to think he might be sick, a friend suggests he could be pregnant.
Jiang Que: ???
He buys a pregnancy test right away. As he stares at the two lines, the dorm bathroom door opens. He Jingyang stands in the doorway, and it's too late to hide the test in his hand.
He Jingyang: “Is that…?”
Jiang Que: “I have COVID.”
He Jingyang: “Jiang Que, I know the difference between a COVID test and a pregnancy test.”
When he starts his first year, He Jingyang hears about a Beta who's frighteningly good, ranking far above the Alphas in every subject.
He expects a tough guy, but when they meet, he finds a fair-skinned, slender, handsome young man. His delicate face has not a trace of ferocity, only a tempting, appetizing sweetness.
So he starts quietly observing Jiang Que every day at class, training, and assessments. The more he watches, the more fascinated he becomes, and the more he wants to observe him up close.
Unfortunately, Jiang Que isn't in his major or his dorm building. At least they're at the same base for training and assessments, and they eat in the same cafeteria. But He Jingyang still thinks it's not enough. He wishes he could get even closer.
Then, during a field assessment, he goes into heat and accidentally loses his suppressant bracelet. He hides in a small storage room, struggling to endure it, when Jiang Que appears before him. Desire overwhelms reason, and he knocks Jiang Que down.
When he wakes up, Jiang Que is covered in the marks and scent he left behind. He Jingyang feels inexplicably satisfied, and his Alpha instinct to claim what is his makes him want to take responsibility. He never expects to be rejected.
He Jingyang: “You… you're rejecting me?”
Jiang Que: “So what? Is that not allowed?”
He Jingyang: “… Aren't you in love with me?”
Jiang Que: “I'm in love with you. That has nothing to do with you.”
He Jingyang: “…”
Later, Jiang Que gets pregnant, and He Jingyang is thrilled.
He Jingyang: “The baby is mine. Now it has something to do with me, right?”
Jiang Que: “…”
Reader's guide:
Older, gentle, devoted, possessive top who tries hard to keep himself in check x younger, aloof, beautiful and sweet, obedient, clearheaded, restrained bottom
Que won't let pregnancy affect his studies. He has a handsome face that says “stay away from me,” and even with a baby on the way, he can still knock an Alpha out with one punch.
Love at first sight for both, and they are each other's only one. The story will include flashbacks.
Welcome, every dear reader!
The top's pheromones smell like magnolia.
Que's little one, and everyone who's been looking forward to this story, thank you for waiting so long!
Theme: May everyone get what they wish for.
Recuperate with peace of mind. No need to rush for updates.
Teacher, if you feel pain, you still need to take painkillers in time. Don't endure it. Your body can't bear it. Give me a hug, teacher [hug][hug]
Please pay attention to your health and give me a hug. We are always by your side.
Touch your head. If you feel unwell, you must rest more.
Teacher, don't apologize. I just like to stay up late. I don't know where the pain is, but I must go and see if there is anything I can do. Teacher, I wish you a speedy recovery. I fell down two years ago and my legs have been hurting for 2 years, but I have recovered now. Teacher, you will definitely recover.
The teacher is updating today. [Orange Candy] I got [Purple Candy] kswl
Teacher, why haven't you updated it yet?
If you feel sleepy, go to bed first. Good night, teacher.
I really don't want that beta to be the father of Shou, it's so cruel [crying]
Finished reading [purple sugar] kswl [purple sugar] kswl [purple sugar] kswl
Recuperate with peace of mind. No need to rush for updates.
Teacher, if you feel pain, you still need to take painkillers in time. Don't endure it. Your body can't bear it. Give me a hug, teacher [hug][hug]
Please pay attention to your health and give me a hug. We are always by your side.
Touch your head. If you feel unwell, you must rest more.
Teacher, don't apologize. I just like to stay up late. I don't know where the pain is, but I must go and see if there is anything I can do. Teacher, I wish you a speedy recovery. I fell down two years ago and my legs have been hurting for 2 years, but I have recovered now. Teacher, you will definitely recover.
The teacher is updating today. [Orange Candy] I got [Purple Candy] kswl
Teacher, why haven't you updated it yet?
If you feel sleepy, go to bed first. Good night, teacher.