Die! Die!
Those two words have become a nightmare, nagging at her day after day.
Day after day, year after year. At last, her mind can't take it anymore.
She doesn't know what she has done. By the time she comes to her senses, it's too late.
She can only deal with the consequences of her actions and embark on a road from which there is no return, while also helping others as pitiful as herself.
Theme: A little emotional relief