To My Shattered Longing

Handwritten memories, the past turned upside down (both reborn)

Jiang Zhenyu x Lu Nian

Lonely, scheming top x cool, calculating bottom

Eight knives, two candies

After hearing the devastating news that her high school classmate Jiang Zhenyu had died by suicide, Lu Nian was overwhelmed by guilt and shattered longing. Fate gave her an unexpected chance: both she and Jiang Zhenyu were reborn five years into the past, just before the start of their second year of high school.

This time, carrying memories of her previous life, Lu Nian was determined to change everything. She took the initiative to approach Jiang Zhenyu, whom she had once coldly rejected, driving her to despair. She hoped to make up for the regrets of the past. But Jiang Zhenyu, also reborn, was still covered in inner wounds, with a broken family and a heart full of insecurity and despair. Convinced that she and the outstanding Lu Nian were worlds apart, she did everything she could to avoid this second chance, afraid of getting hurt again and of becoming a burden on Lu Nian's life.

At Jizhou Middle School, where students were subjected to the high-pressure