
My White-Moonlight First Love Came Back, but I Don't Love Him Anymore
白月光初恋回头了,我却不爱了
by San Xia (散下)
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 258k Words
- Genre
- Baihe (GL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
Zhou Wanyan spent six years loving Yan Jiuqing, only to be met with endless lies and betrayal.
Every time Yan Jiuqing argued with Zhou Wanyan, she would stay at a friend's place. That friend was Yan Jiuqing's kept lover.
In a game Zhou Wanyan didn't play, Yan Jiuqing was in a couple relationship with someone else, while carrying on an ambiguous relationship with her ex.
Every single one of these things proved that Yan Jiuqing didn't love Zhou Wanyan.
But in truth, Yan Jiuqing was the one who had started their relationship.
Yan Jiuqing spent six months pursuing Zhou Wanyan, then tormented her with a year of silent treatment. Eventually, the two broke up.
After the breakup, Yan Jiuqing immediately got together with someone else. She chalked up her feelings for Zhou Wanyan to their classmates teasing her. The teasing had made her mistakenly think she liked Zhou Wanyan, so she pursued her. Once the passion of their relationship faded, she realized she hadn't loved Zhou Wanyan all that much after all.
Remembering how well Yan Jiuqing had treated her while pursuing her, Zhou Wanyan silently endured the cold shoulder until, at last, she saw the hickey on Yan Jiuqing's neck with her own eyes. She suddenly understood that Yan Jiuqing had long since stopped loving her. Yan Jiuqing only stayed with her out of habit. So Zhou Wanyan decisively walked away from the relationship.
Yan Jiuqing thought she could finally get back together with her ex without feeling guilty. But when she saw Zhou Wanyan holding another woman in her arms, her eyes full of love, she realized she couldn't bear to be without Zhou Wanyan. Jealousy consumed her.
Only then did Yan Jiuqing realize there was no longer any place for her by Zhou Wanyan's side. Her place had been taken by their classmate, Luo Yuening.
Only then did Yan Jiuqing understand that Zhou Wanyan would never want her again.
Luo Yuening had been secretly in love with Zhou Wanyan for ten years. During the six years they were apart, she had secretly gone to see Zhou Wanyan countless times. But Yan Jiuqing was always by Zhou Wanyan's side. At first, Luo Yuening's selfish heart hoped they would break up soon. But as time passed and their relationship grew stronger, her hopes gradually faded away.
Then, their sudden breakup rekindled hope in her dimmed heart. She deliberately got close to Zhou Wanyan and tried to tempt her, wanting nothing more than to hold Zhou Wanyan's gaze.
She had never imagined she could love someone for ten years, until Zhou Wanyan appeared and made her reason crumble.
Only when she was with Zhou Wanyan would Luo Yuening reveal her tender side.
---Little Scene.
Not long after they got together, Luo Yuening was eager to take her home to meet her family.
That day, Luo Yuening sat on the sofa in a huff and slapped away Zhou Wanyan's wandering hand without a shred of mercy. "Don't touch me!"
Zhou Wanyan was at a loss. "Honey, what's wrong? ... Why are you suddenly mad?"
Luo Yuening folded her arms across her chest, displeasure written all over her face. "Why won't you let me take you home?"
Zhou Wanyan felt nervous. "I'm scared of your mom."
What if Ningning's mother didn't like her?
Hearing this, Luo Yuening froze for a moment, then turned tender and wrapped herself around Zhou Wanyan like a water snake.
She breathed softly by Zhou Wanyan's ear and whispered, "Mom is very kind and approachable..."
"Don't you want to have me all to yourself sooner?"
Panic sent Zhou Wanyan's heart racing in her clear eyes. She put an arm around Luo Yuening's slender, supple waist, and the woman in her arms leaned against her as if she had no bones.
"I do."
Luo Yuening's cool lips kissed the corner of Zhou Wanyan's mouth. Her delicate hand guided Zhou Wanyan's to her chest. With a gentle tug, she untied the bow on her top, and a glimpse of snowy white skin immediately filled Zhou Wanyan's view.
"Yanyan, come home with me to meet Mom, okay..."
A shimmer danced in Zhou Wanyan's eyes. "Okay."
---Face-slapping the heartless playgirl.
The one who was pursued is the one who falls for her.
A stunning, gentle top who was betrayed by her lover X a dazzling beauty who secretly crushes on her, a teasing, alluring bottom.
Please look forward to the author's next novel, A Love Given in Vain.
Xu Lingyi was the young mistress of the Red Sleeve Manor, but one wrong step led to the massacre of her entire household.
When Xu Lingyi returned from the foot of the mountain, she found Red Sleeve Manor already awash in blood.
In her father's hand, she saw a token that belonged exclusively to her fiancee, Yi Wenzhu, the Mistress of the Empty Bamboo Palace.
She went to confront Yi Wenzhu, but was stopped outside the palace gates. It turned out that today was Yi Wenzhu's wedding day, and Yi Wenzhu had completely forgotten that she was engaged.
The person marrying Yi Wenzhu was the daughter of the Changshan Sect's leader, a woman of high status whom Xu Lingyi could no longer hope to match.
Still, Xu Lingyi chose to storm the wedding banquet.
Yi Wenzhu personally admitted to massacring Xu Lingyi's family. Xu Lingyi wanted revenge, but she was no match for Yi Wenzhu. Beaten and covered in wounds, she fled in disgrace.
Later, she collapsed by the roadside and was rescued by the Princess of Xiangping, younger sister of the King of Hetai.
While recovering at the Prince of Hetai's residence, she fell in love with the Princess of Xiangping. But she had yet to avenge her family, so how could she stop now?
After pledging themselves to each other, Xu Lingyi set out to the Wenzhu Palace to take revenge, only to find it completely deserted.
She searched for months but couldn't find any trace of Yi Wenzhu. In the end, she returned to the Prince of Hetai's residence, only to learn that the Princess of Xiangping had been poisoned so deeply that no medicine could save her.
Xu Lingyi could only prolong her life by exchanging their blood. But during that time, Xu Lingyi discovered that Yi Wenzhu was the Princess of Xiangping. Like a fool, she had walked right into the trap Yi Wenzhu had prepared all along.
In the end, Yi Wenzhu even threatened Xu Lingyi with a child to keep her by her side. But by then, Xu Lingyi's heart was already dead, and no one could make her stay.
A young woman burdened with a blood feud X a gentle, aloof princess
Those who toy with people's feelings will ultimately reap what they sow.
Is a glimmer of genuine feeling hidden within manipulation a blessing or a curse?
Coming soon: What Should I Do? The Obsessive Empress Is Forcing Me to Love Her
The Prime Minister has three daughters, and Lin Yueqi is the second.
The second child is traditionally the least favored, but the opposite is true for Lin Yueqi.
Her father dotes on her, her mother loves her, her elder sister indulges her, and her younger sister follows her every word.
The biggest headache in Lin Yueqi's life is being hounded every day by Murong Jiu, the little princess of the imperial family.
At first, Lin Yueqi thought Murong Jiu was pretty, with a pair of bright, sparkling eyes, so she complimented her. Who knew Murong Jiu would latch onto her?
But then everything changed. Murong Jiu became empress and grew more and more obsessive. Gradually, Lin Yueqi began to want to escape.
But no matter how hard she tried, she could never escape Murong Jiu's grasp...
If you get close to the Kunning Palace late at night, you can clearly hear the panting from inside, enough to make anyone blush.
On the large red bed, Murong Jiu knelt astride Lin Yueqi. Her fair, delicate hand slid over Lin Yueqi's exposed abdomen as she moved up and down.
Lin Yueqi squeezed her eyes shut. She felt as if her fingers were about to stop belonging to her.
After a long while, Murong Jiu slowly stopped and brought her red lips close to Lin Yueqi's ear. Her sweet voice carried a seductive allure. "Which of us makes you happier? Her or me?"
Lin Yueqi's world collapsed. Who gets jealous of themselves?
A carefree, freedom-loving top X an obsessive empress bottom, clingy little shadow at first, jealous of herself later
Theme: Don't wait until you've lost something to learn to cherish it.
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To be honest, I really feel sorry for Luo Yuening. In fact, in real life, there is really no need for her to always be in love with Zhou.
I feel like Zhou Wanyan is the only heroine, right? The other supporting characters are all surrounding her, Yan Jiu's love interest, Ren Li, the scheming girl, and Luo Yuening's useless behavior again and again [covering her face and crying]
Zhou's character is really good. When it comes to relationships, it's time to break up. Since you've broken up, just break up and start a new life without waiting for anyone. OMG, I rarely see protagonists with this kind of personality because most of them will wait silently. But Zhou doesn't. When she realizes that Luo is not looking for her, she steps forward decisively without waiting for anyone.
There are too many glass fragments in this sweet article, making me cry and laugh at the same time
The development of each chapter is beyond my imagination 😂 Didn't I agree that Zhou Wanyan would break the defense? Didn't Luo Yuening decide not to love her anymore? Why are you so soft-hearted again 💔
Ren Li is the best at sowing discord and playing dirty tricks.
Is this a love rival appearing? 😂
Ask Zhou Wanyan to chase his wife to the crematorium [rolling eyes]
Ah? Is this... Is this right? Author. 😂
Ber, why did you start doing it 😩