Please Smile When Things Are at Their Hardest

I have never read the author's article before. I read it on XHS and then went to WB to find this book just to check out the situation. But when I watched it, I felt it was so difficult and painful, and I wanted to cry. It feels like you didn't even describe it in too intense a language, but this plain way of describing the suffering moved me even more. Especially after reading this chapter, I found some similar experiences. Although it is not convenient to write, I really feel the same... Especially the one I mentioned, I know she was not that good to me, but there were times when she tried to be good to me. Although she hurt me, she also gave me great warmth. This kind of feeling is really difficult to separate sometimes. This is probably the norm in East Asian families. Love is not pure enough, but so is hate. But no matter what, I hope the author will get better and better. I hope we can all learn to be good to ourselves and love ourselves. I hope you can get rid of these as soon as possible. I wish your life will always be bright ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

I haven't read them all, I've read the previous chapters and the latest chapters. A person who is particularly grateful and cherishes his feelings. If he encounters something that will be difficult to let go of in his life, he still seems to be thinking about others and still living an active life. Hmm... To be honest, after reading a few chapters, I was actually quite angry with your mother, but then I saw you said don't scold her no matter what, so I don't know what to say now. Finally, I wish you a happy life! [I came across this note by chance, although I can't bear to read it all.

Big hugs. You are still too soft-hearted. You know clearly that your mother is partial, but you always remember that she is not good to you. In fact, this can be summarized as responsibility. A mother's responsibility towards her children is her responsibility not to abandon you. The original family is a life-long dampness. When you need to be tough, don't think about what it was like when you were a child. After all, that is the past tense, and the current situation has already given you a dilemma. As you said, submissive people are always easy to bully, so make yourself look fierce so that others will not dare to bully you. I hope everything is well with you ❤️ ❤️

If your sister comes to harass you again, call the police. This kind of person will not be grateful and has no conscience to speak of, but she will be afraid if she is going to get a criminal record. And she talks about asking your mother for money, but actually she thinks that you and your mother should provide for her lavish spending, otherwise you will feel sorry for her, and if effective measures are not taken, she will really pester you for the rest of her life [angry]

Why does it hurt so much? It hurts so much. There is really no limit to people's ability to make a fuss from the beginning - to be surprised if it is rare - to be surprised. This process is too fast. From the regret, heartache, and heartache at the beginning of reading this documentary article, to this chapter I have no tears anymore and feel numb. However, the author himself has experienced far more pain than this. Thinking of an article I read before, "One Hundred Ways for God to Die," and another article, "I Met You Before I Met You in My Time," the characters' experiences immediately hurt my heart. The latter one is considered a semi-documentary. When I first read this type of novel, I thought it was all fake. How could reality be so painful? It's because I'm too naive and a frog in a well. I want to hug the author, you are great, please live well, come on!

Well written, I hope you live a happy life

Your sister tortured your mother and brought you out, who had nothing to do with this matter, to deal with her disrespectfully. Your mother tortured you and made you apologize even though she knew your sister had done something bad. There are layers of torture, and what you have to do is not to become the person being tortured. Your sister tortured you, you resisted, and your mother told you to do what she asked you to do, but you pretended not to see it.

Hug baby, I hope you will have a good life in the future. I saw this through xhs. I was shocked when I saw your description... I don't know what to say. I hope you make a lot of money in the future and slap them in the face.

It was the first time I saw someone calling my mother and sister a bastard. It was really scary! The most terrifying thing is that your mother is still protecting her like this. You really must live for yourself.

Is your sister still involved in the second dimension, calling her parents biological father and biological mother, saying that she is depressed, and changing the flower knife in her hand every day, saying that she wants to get rid of the smell?