After Dreaming My Little Sun Girlfriend Turned Dark

A sunshine girl on the surface, but secretly dark and twisted heroine, and a seemingly cold, icy male lead who is actually a devoted romantic. No AI in the full text.

First loves for both | 1v1 | Happy ending | Height difference | Sweet romance

Zhang Yingchen has a “little Lolita” girlfriend known far and wide.

Chen Lingshi is lively and cheerful, passionate and adorable. She’s a little ball of sunshine who confessed her love to him after high school, and even blushes when she calls him “big brother.”

Zhang Yingchen is always falling for every little thing about her, his face utterly impassive.

One day, Zhang Yingchen has a dream. A diary belonging to Chen Lingshi suddenly appears, and he immediately remembers the beaming little sunshine in real life: “Big brother, I have a diary filled with all the details of how I pursued you. I’ll definitely show it to you someday~”

Zhang Yingchen smiles. He’ll see it sooner or later, so he may as well read it now.

He casually opens it somewhere in the middle, and a page full of bright red writing greets his eyes: “Zhang Yingchen, you’re mine.” “Big brother, don’t make me.” “Zhang Yingchen, if you don’t love me, then die”…

Zhang Yingchen freezes, then steadies his trembling hand and reads from beginning to end.

The first page was written on the first day they fell in love. The last page was written yesterday: “Why were you looking at xxx? I want to dig Zhang Yingchen’s eyes out so badly.”

The words “Let him die” appear countless times.

Zhang Yingchen jolts awake from the nightmare. The next day, when he sees Chen Lingshi smiling brightly again, he can’t help bringing up that girl. Chen Lingshi beams even more happily. “Wow, big brother gets along so well with my friend~ I’m so happy~”

Zhang Yingchen is reassured.

But that night, he dreams again, and the diary has been updated.

“Zhang Yingchen, wouldn’t it be wonderful if you were mute?”

Inspired by a conversation with a younger girl. We talked about my possessiveness, and afterward I forcibly amplified it, giving birth to the initial idea for this story.

A few reading tips:

1. The heroine only seems petite in comparison to the male lead. He’s 188 cm, she’s 168 cm, and she has muscles, kind of like a muscular Barbie. In short, she’s a formidable fighter and won’t be easily bullied. I originally planned for him to be 186 cm and her 160 cm, but I grew increasingly worried that her sweet face and cute voice would get her bullied, so I piled on a ridiculous number of character traits... OZR

2. Most of the main story is told from the male lead’s point of view, but every plot point serves the heroine.

3. What the heroine says and thinks aren’t the same. She may be going “y-y-y” out loud, but in her head she could be thinking “kill, kill, kill.”

4. The heroine’s “little sunshine” side isn’t entirely an act. When she’s being herself, she really is a wonderful girl.

5. Both leads have obvious flaws.

6. They’re a real couple, so they’re a bit lovey-dovey early on. (Nods.)

Theme: Love is the only thing that matters.