I Lost My Memory After Toying with the Protagonist's Feelings

Blurb: Xi Yuan transmigrates into a novel for a second time, but loses his memories of his first transmigration. The System tells him that during his first transmigration, he betrayed the protagonist while completing a mission, driving him to turn evil. The protagonist, Wen Yuci, is beautiful, powerful, and tragic. He was supposed to overcome trial after trial and eventually become a powerful figure who could shake the world. But after being betrayed, his leg injury never healed, his corruption level skyrocketed, and the world was brought to the brink of destruction. Looking at the protagonist, now a madman consumed by darkness, the System laments, “Your mission now is to lower his corruption level. If you can’t, we’re all doomed!” Xi Yuan, forced to transmigrate and robbed of his memories: The sky’s falling. I woke up from a nap and found out I’m a scumbag. After failing to make any headway with the protagonist, who hates him to the core, Xi Yuan gives up and slacks off, eating his fill and waiting to die. Whatever happens, happens. But as time goes by, Xi Yuan realizes the protagonist seems to… still be hung up on him? The protagonist says the coldest, most heartless things, yet can’t hide his concern. He lets his guard down in front of Xi Yuan, looking so vulnerable it’s as if he can’t live without him. Xi Yuan… falls for him. Under the System’s death stare, he decisively gets back together with the protagonist. The System only sneers. “You’ve been fooled by the corrupted protagonist. He’s no pitiful little flower. Be careful, or he’ll devour you until not a bone is left.” Xi Yuan doesn’t believe it, until he’s locked in a dark room… In the dim room, the protagonist gently strokes his face, his expression dark and sinister. “Is this the only way to keep you from running away?” Wen Yuci has been surrounded by schemes and malice since childhood. He doesn’t believe in affection or sincerity. He only believes in taking what he wants for himself. Then one day, he falls in love. He breaks his leg for that person and gives him everything, believing they’ll be together forever. But things don’t go as he hoped. He’s abandoned all the same, and the person who stole his heart disappears from his world. The first month, Wen Yuci swears that if the other person dares return, he’ll make him pay dearly. The second month, Wen Yuci thinks that if he comes back, maybe he can be forgiven. The third month, Wen Yuci grows furious. He’s let everything go, so why hasn’t that person shown up? … Another month passes. Wen Yuci sits alone at home all night, waiting from dusk until dawn, and finally accepts that the other person isn’t coming back. He thinks: If you want something, you really do have to fight for it yourself. He’ll find that person, definitely, and lock him up for good once he catches him. If he can’t get his heart, at least he’ll have the man himself. Note: 1. The story opens with a reunion after a memory-loss episode. The gong’s memories will gradually return. 2. There are misunderstandings between the gong and shou. A melodramatic amnesia trope, but they’re both deeply in love. Upcoming novels on my author page: Upcoming 1: *My Exes Covet Me After I Go Bankrupt* Wen Jinhuai spent the first twenty years of his life living arrogantly and freely, sleeping with and offending countless people. Word around town had it that the rising business star, the newly famous top-tier star, various wealthy family heads, and others had all had a thing with him, only to be dumped and left with grudges born of love. His sworn enemy, another wealthy young master, had even declared publicly, “Wen Jinhuai, you’d better hope I never get the chance. If I do, I’ll kill you.” Curious people had once gone to ask Wen Jinhuai about these feuds. Wen Jinhuai smiled and lowered his eyes. “We were all just having fun. They’re the ones who can’t take it.” As he spoke, he was already putting an arm around his new lover, as though the whole thing meant nothing to him. But once those words spread, they caused a huge uproar. Wen Jinhuai’s reputation as a playboy scumbag spread far and wide. Everyone thought he’d keep playing around like this forever. But life is full of surprises. The Wen family went bankrupt, and their rich young master was suddenly left out on the street. Some sneered at him, some pitied him, and others couldn’t help feeling excited at the prospect. Everyone thought that now Wen Jinhuai had fallen so far, his enemies would surely kick him while he was down and make his life miserable. Then one day, they saw that familiar figure in a bar, still as debonair and carefree as ever. In a corner, Wen Jinhuai pours a glass of liquor down the neck of the man in front of him, grabs him by his short hair, and kisses him. “You’ll kill me? How are you going to do that, in bed?” The golden-haired young man is forced to tilt his head back. His eyes are hazy, but he doesn’t resist. He’s none other than Wen Jinhuai’s sworn enemy, the one who once made that threat. Upcoming 2: *A Happy Ending with the Villain Who Meets a Tragic Fate* In novels, villains who aren’t favored by the Heavens may hold high positions and possess extraordinary talent, yet they often hate the protagonist and target him, only to meet a miserable end, broken and shattered. The audience grits their teeth at the villains’ evil deeds, then cheers when they meet their tragic end, and finally sighs with satisfaction: He was so evil. He deserved it. But no one ever cares why they became so obsessed. The villain once loved someone with all the madness in his heart. But in a world centered on the protagonist, that person was destined to side with the protagonist and could only choose him. Fate says, You’re a supporting character. Accept it. No. He refuses to accept it. He’ll fight to take what he wants. In the end, he loses, completely and utterly. No matter how much he resents it, he can’t overcome fate. Controlled by the plot, that person still goes to the protagonist, leaving him with nothing but a figure that never looks back. Until one day The person the villain is obsessed with awakens and realizes he exists in a fictional world… World One: High-ranking, cold older brother gong x beautiful, innocent-on-the-outside, dark-hearted younger brother shou (not blood-related) World Two: Ambitious prince of a different surname gong x sinister, ruthless eunuch shou World Three: Snake-fearing gong exiled to a barren planet x devoted, muscular snake-person shou (egg-laying warning) “I’ll lay eggs for you. Don’t be afraid of me… don’t leave me…” The thick snake tail carefully curls around the person in front of him, guiding his hand to the slight swell of his belly. … A series of stories. The order of the upcoming worlds is undecided. Theme: Love may lie beyond mountains and seas, but even mountains and seas can be overcome.