Tears in Heaven

Xiaobing, you must write this down. A lot has happened during this time, and we haven't seen each other for a long time. You must be very happy now, that's fine.

I'm here to cheer you up, but you're getting lazy. Give me an EM and send me a message.

Terminal cancer... How old is the protagonist?

Long time no see Xiaobing, let me say hello~ How are you doing recently?

I hope adults will stop digging holes and fill them instead.

Bing, glad to see your reply! Fortunately you don't think I'm nosy! : P Emotions are so elusive. They change at will and are not under our control. All we can do is try not to be disturbed by it and make ourselves happy, so we should laugh more often in the future. My home is very close to Shenzhen, but I don't like that city because it is too materialistic I find it difficult to leave messages every time. There seems to be something wrong with the scoring system, otherwise it is targeted at me. I have posted many times without success. It must be successful this time! Please. Amen!

The message was eaten, so I had to write it again. = = I saw your message to Xiaozhi a few days ago, so I have something to say. Maybe this is too abrupt. I thought about it for a few days, but I still wrote it. I hope you won't mind. In fact, everyone hopes to grow old together with the person they like, but not everyone can get what they want. Usually, the person they like does not like them. Some people often say, "As long as I'm with him, it doesn't matter even if he doesn't like me. I don't care about anything because I love him. As long as he lets me stay by his side, that's enough." But these are all lies. No one will care. As long as you still love him, you will definitely care. Love has always been such a selfish thing. Love is not just a matter of mutual consent. Unresponsive love is destined to not have a happy ending, no matter how much you pay. Now that we already know the outcome and have foreshadowed the sadness, why not let go as soon as possible? The sooner you let go, the less damage you will take. I have always believed that time is the best healer. No matter how much you love him, there will always be a day when he fades away. Just like me, I chose to leave at that time and ran outside alone, just to forget him, but I still missed him day and night in a foreign place. I felt that I was going crazy, but I still came over. Now that I see him again, I no longer feel anything. To be precise, I no longer have the feeling of love. Although it was painful at the time, I feel very relaxed now. I was thinking that if he told me that he didn't love me but needed me, I would be very sad. I would rather he didn't need me! It's very selfish of him to say that, and it also makes me feel very sad. All I'm saying is if this person isn't worth your time, get it over with, and if this person is just causing you pain, get out of it. Although it is difficult to do, no matter whether you choose to let go actively or not, the ending you have to face in the end may be very painful, so why not make your own choice. In the world of emotions, no one can save yourself except yourself. The reason why this road is so hard is because we chose to love the wrong person, and we also loved the wrong person. Pain is incomparable, and so are feelings, but although everyone is different, there will always be similarities. I just want to tell you, if you feel sad, don't continue. If you want to forget, you can always forget. I don't know your situation, and I don't have the position to say anything here. Maybe you will think I'm ridiculous, but I just want to express my feelings. Once this kind of emotion is triggered, sometimes it can get out of hand, so I really hope you don't mind.

What did I say to Bing? Why is it gone? Being fucked by JJ made me cry to death

It seems to be a pain of despair. If you like it, you don't have to be so painful. As long as you are alive, there is hope.

Bing... It scared me at the beginning... You have to work harder!