One day, Ji Chaoci discovered that the world he lived in was a book, and he was just a disposable, bootlicking male lead who'd been cheated on countless times. Three days later, he would catch his boyfriend of many years in the act of cheating. He would beg his boyfriend not to break up with him, only for his boyfriend to coldly kick him off the bed and mock him for being useless.
Again and again, he would set aside his dignity and kneel to beg his boyfriend to come back. He would take drugs that harmed his body just to make his boyfriend happy. He would even watch helplessly as other people shared his boyfriend, able to do nothing but stand by furiously...
Ji Chaoci has a weak stomach. In three years, he and his boyfriend have never even gotten into bed together. They just sleep under the same covers.
His boyfriend is handsome and cheerful, with a whole crowd of people chasing after him. Ji Chaoci has never understood why he confessed to him on the day they graduated from college.
When Ji Chaoci asked him, his boyfriend smiled and said he wanted to see the aloof beauty dragged from his pedestal and consumed by desire.
Ji Chaoci lit a cigarette and watched the flame rise slowly. He sneered. "What a load of crap. He's no boyfriend of mine."
Gu Huai is always easily drawn to Ji Chaoci. He secretly collects the old clothes Ji Chaoci throws away and the junk he discards, secretly follows him, and obsessively takes photos of him...
Until he discovers that the man he loves has been cheated on by his boyfriend. Gu Huai is furious and wants to kill Ji Chaoci's boyfriend. The person he holds dear has been hurt by someone who doesn't cherish him...
Building walls around him, Gu Huai will keep Ji Chaoci imprisoned at his side. He won't allow Ji Chaoci to leave his sight for even a moment.
World-weary, celibate gong x Pretentious, possessive shou
Reading guide:
The shou is crazy, obsessive, and good at putting on an act. The shou saves the gong. The title and blurb are pending revision (haven't thought of anything yet)
Theme: Stay positive
