Top's perspective:
During his junior year, Duan Zhuonian moved into a mixed dorm.
His roommate, Nan Yu, was handsome, clever, and an excellent student, but aloof and solitary. At A University, he was widely known as an untouchable beauty.
Duan Zhuonian tried to be friendly to his bking roommate a few times, but was ignored every time.
One day, a friend told him some gossip: Nan Yu had brought the police to confront the classmate who'd spread sexual rumors about him on an anonymous forum. He'd slapped dozens of pages of evidence in the person's face, and the classmate had immediately dropped to his knees and apologized.
Onlookers: What a cool, badass ice beauty! Please look at me like I'm a dog, too!
Half an hour after it was all over, this cool, badass beauty returned to the dorm with a grim expression.
The moment the door closed, tears quickly welled in his red-rimmed eyes, then streamed down his cheeks.
Duan Zhuonian, just out of the bathroom: ???
Having accidentally discovered his aloof roommate's earth-shattering secret, Duan Zhuonian suspected he'd be killed to keep him quiet any second now.
But when he looked down, the beauty who usually ignored him was gazing at him through tear-filled eyes, the corners of his eyes flushed and damp. He grabbed Duan Zhuonian in alarm. "Don't tell anyone... I'm begging you."
His voice was choked with tears, pitiful and pleading.
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Bottom's perspective:
Nan Yu had a condition that made him cry uncontrollably. To maintain his cool, dignified image, he constantly kept his emotions in check when he was out in public.
But he was bound to run into people and situations he couldn't stand. Nan Yu could only act cold on the surface, then sneak back to the dorm and cry when his roommate wasn't around.
He was so careful, yet his new roommate still caught him.
Fortunately, Duan Zhuonian promised to keep his secret.
He would also pat Nan Yu's head, comfort him, and help him get revenge.
After that, whenever Nan Yu's mood wavered even slightly, Duan Zhuonian would notice right away.
Then he'd pull Nan Yu into a warm embrace, and Nan Yu would gradually grow used to sitting on his lap, calming down as Duan Zhuonian comforted him.
His new roommate really was a good person.
Buried against his roommate's impressive chest, Nan Yu thought in a daze.
Until one day, something poked him in the butt.
Bonus scene:
Duan Zhuonian realized that he was the first and only person who knew about Nan Yu's uncontrollable crying.
Beneath his cool exterior, Nan Yu was incredibly soft and adorable.
Especially when he curled up in Duan Zhuonian's arms, sobbing and wiping away his tears. He was so sweet and pitiful that it made Duan Zhuonian want to cherish him.
But one day, Nan Yu refused Duan Zhuonian's comforting service of sitting on his lap with his face against his chest.
Embarrassed, Nan Yu said, "I feel like my ears are vibrating, and there's something poking me down below. It's uncomfortable."
Duan Zhuonian: ...
Top: A doting, devoted puppy whose type is his darling shedding little pearls, so he has to comfort him while getting him worked up.
Bottom: A beautiful man who's cold on the outside and soft on the inside, cries easily, but loves and hates clearly and always gets even.
Reading guide:
1. The bottom cries easily, but he's determined to stay strong. The extreme contrast is the top's type and the author's type too~
2. Neither character is perfect.
3. A sweet story about first love on both sides, with everyday campus life. The plot and logic exist only to serve the couple's romance, so it's best enjoyed without overthinking~
4. This blurb was written in July 2024.
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Theme: Reconcile with the past and embrace a brand-new future.