I woke up from dreams countless times, and I don't know how much ice sweat has flowed away. I always said to myself, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will avenge my cousin, everything will go as you wish, as long as you are determined and try your best!
Sometimes I don't understand why I trapped myself in my cousin's story. I can't tell what kind of story it is, and why? I kept asking, was it just because of that dagger, an unintentional act in childhood! Trapped me!
Longing, how I longed to hear the faint sound of the flute, but now I'm afraid, what I originally longed for, now I can't believe it myself! There is nothing in this world that remains unchanged.
Why is the person I hurt the most the one I love the most? I am so unintentional and so mean. I can't explain it. But every night, I sit quietly in front of the window and look at the moon in the sky. I sigh with infinite emotion, Cousin Mengling, are you in the sky? Was everything I did really worth it?
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