"After God closes a door on you, he will open a window for you." I think this is right. When I sit in front of the computer, flipping through the web and reading novels or small novels I have written, I am calm and worry-free. I know that I am willful, but fate has favored this somewhat selfish and helpless me. I am happy.
I don't know whether fate favors me or my sister. I have everything my sister wants? Glory, wealth, status, husband, parents' love, but I can't feel happiness. I obviously have those things, but why is it still empty in my heart? She, she finally resigned to being ordinary, but why did my most beloved husband fall in love with her? Am I obviously hundreds of times stronger than her? That kind of dedication, that kind of struggle, that kind of hard work can't win back his heart, but my unwillingness and heartache are so light and gentle in her eyes. So, can the man who makes her happy and worry-free also make me happy and worry-free?
Students who read the article must think that Chu Qing is naive and childish at times, but in the article she is just a little girl who is afraid of getting hurt. She tries everything by herself, and has the memories that she is most afraid of recalling. She doesn't know who to trust, who to rely on, and where the road ahead is! She always felt that she would be left behind, always felt that she would be hurt, so no matter what happened, she would always hide, avoid, and remain ignorant.