[Younger love interest / salvation / unrequited love]
On New Year's Eve, Sheng Yiyang worked overtime in the autopsy room to examine the body of someone who had died by suicide.
The deceased was named Song Siyan, his senior at university and the rumored rival for his affections during his first year.
They hadn't interacted much. Now that they were separated by life and death, Sheng Yiyang felt only regret and sorrow.
But his usually calm emotions were soon shaken by the handwritten love letters Song Siyan had left behind.
Three hundred and seventy of them.
From carefully worded, subtle declarations of love at first, to six simple, direct words at the end: Sheng Yiyang, I love you.
After being reborn.
Sheng Yiyang lowered the car window. His gaze swept through the pouring rain before settling on Song Siyan, sheltering from the rain.
"Get in. I'll take you wherever you're going."
Song Siyan looked at him abruptly, glanced around, then pointed at himself, his eyes widening as if to ask:
Are you talking to me?
A few seconds later, Song Siyan politely got in and shut the door. His eyes curved into a lovely smile.
"Sorry to trouble you. You might not remember me, junior. We met once in the student advisor's office. My name is Song Siyan. Si, as in longing, and Yan, as in bright and smiling..."
Before he could finish, a folded sheet of paper slipped from his textbook and fell beside his leg.
It was a love letter.
Sheng Yiyang recognized it. As Song Siyan tried to look calm, he picked it up and handed it to him.
"Senior Song, a love letter only means something if you give it to the person."
"It's not a love... You're right."
Song Siyan couldn't lie to Sheng Yiyang, so he gave up and pretended to be inscrutable.
To him, love letters were an old-fashioned way of communicating, yet filled with all the romance of a lifetime.
And he would write them for Sheng Yiyang alone.
Unfortunately, Sheng Yiyang didn't know.
[A beauty who thinks he's cold-hearted but is actually devoted to his beloved top x a handsome bottom who seems bright and optimistic but is actually suicidal, lovesick, and a sucker for good looks]
[Read these content notes]
1. Both are each other's only partner. The rival was only a rumor, and the bottom had depression before being reborn.
2. Before being reborn, the bottom had a crush on the top. Only after being reborn do they fall for each other.
3. Blurb saved as a screenshot on July 11, 2024.
Theme: Keep an optimistic attitude in the face of hardship