I'm Not Going Back to an Ex

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I finally got around to writing about my feelings after reading this book. In fact, when I first read this book, I felt it was a bit immature. The pace was a little fast at the beginning, and the world background changed so quickly that I was a little overwhelmed. But after reading it, I could always feel the sincerity of the author's creation in the words he typed. Sincerity and kindness are already something that most online writers lack nowadays. I am very happy to feel it from the author's words, so I would like to say thank you very much for your creation. In my opinion, the whole book is not just a flow of emotions. I would like to say that this book is actually more of a flow of growth, including the growth of the heroine, the growth of the author, and even my rare reflection and growth after reading it. The main plot begins with the heroine. Tao Qing has the blood of a dragon. She is powerful and seemingly invulnerable, but she always has some vulnerability when facing relationships. To be more precise, she is distrustful. She was harmed by Jiang Yuan and trapped in imprisonment for countless years. She hated being Of course, this kind of hatred was highlighted by the author when he faced Jiang Yuan's reincarnated male protagonist in the early stages. However, Tao Qing also gradually melted away his hatred in the fantasy world and through countless contacts with Jiang Zeyun, and began to realize the independence of the individual. Yes, after reading the article for so many years, other authors often discuss, when a person's soul is reincarnated, or splits into another person's body, will such a character still be the original self? I think the author's answer is: no. Jiang Zeyun has his own memories, his own growth, and his own values. He is kind, gentle, and firm. Love and respect are the foundation of his character. He understands love very well, especially when he loves Tao Qing. He does not force or force. Love is like a tree that gradually blooms in his palm. He stretches but does not invade. He is dense, but the purpose is just to protect Tao Qing from the wind and rain. The thing that struck me the most was his letting go when Tao Qing wanted to join the game. He knew Tao Qing's strength and believed in her ability, so he chose to wait and reach out to give Tao Qing strength when necessary. Let's go back to Tao Qing, the core character of this book. The arc of the character also goes from the heart-locking love (bushi) at the beginning to the later letting go of everything, letting go of his parents' choices, letting go of Jiang Yuan's original harm to him, letting go of the dragon, and letting go of everything that he asked for and had to do when he was young, and he felt that it left piercing scars on his body. In fact, when I saw these plots, I was a little confused at first. For the current trend, revenge is the symbol of the so-called great heroine. She hates openly and retaliates readily. It is also the most common, most flattering and most enjoyable setting in online novels. But this is not the case in this book. Love has too much, too heavy, and too surging power here. This kind of love does not just mean The author's dedication to writing is more about saying that the author's outlook on life and values ​​played a huge role in it. There are no outright villains in this book, and there is no absolute evil. On the contrary, these "villains" were pushed to this point due to a combination of fate, such as Jiang Yuan, and his father. He never thought that he would reach such a point, but he was forced to become the source of mistakes. There is also the Jiaolong. The scene with the Jiaolong was actually the most touching to me. Isn't Tao Qing's outstretched hand a redemption for herself who has been trapped in revenge and hatred? The dragon seems evil, taking advantage of the trust of the spirits, but it finally becomes a dragon under their worship, faith, and love day after day. The Jackie Chan here does not so rigidly refer to a fish jumping over a dragon gate and soaring into the sky. It is also a journey of spiritual redemption through death. The author also writes about the passing of many things, but I would like to understand this as the protagonist actively giving up, not passively accepting the facts, but the independent consciousness of flesh and blood at the end of the story. Tao Qing accepts to give up hatred, Jiaolong accepts self-sacrifice, the fox demon grandma accepts no longer freedom, parents accept their own choices, Jiang Yuan accepts killing his father... It is the protagonist who grows and is complete in the story, and it is the blessing of love that makes hatred no longer sharp. It is such a happy book with the author's philosophy of life spread between the lines, a book full of acceptance and love. Love, the eternal proposition of mankind for thousands of years. In today's society, it is dim but still immersed in everyone's blood. Villains are not absolute, life is like this, complicated and full of countless mysteries. No matter how good a person is, he is still a bad person in the eyes of some people, and similarly, no matter how bad a person is, he is still a savior in the eyes of some people. Good and evil are divided into two extremes, but people are in harmony. I think this may be part of the original intention of the author's creation, and I also think that it is because you have felt love, received love, and given love that you have such a heart and such love to write this work. Love is the eternal theme of mankind, and I think it is also the premise for every word you write. In fact, there are many things that have not been mentioned, such as Hu Yezi and Gu Yizhou, the guardianship of dead cats, the sleepiness of women in the workplace, etc., So I say this book is more like a work of your heart. It combines countless philosophies of life that belong to you. Countless eyes that you look at the world are hidden here, and I use your eyes to perceive the world and understand love. After reading the plot, in addition to the plot, I also want to praise your writing skills, boss! I like how you wrote big scenes. It makes me seem to be watching an episode of Fulian similar to "The Burial". It's the same exotic, fantasy, dreamy, and even more so warm^^ It was written on the high-speed rail. It's a bit confusing and some of the words don't convey the meaning. Please forgive me TTTTTT Well, actually there is something more I want to say. After reading this book, I really want to call you sister TTTT. A special kind of sincerity that belongs only to women is what you gave me. Sister, I see your consciousness and your life from it. I benefit from it and gain life experience that belongs to you. You guide me and teach me, turning love into characters, and I follow you forward and pray for you with 100 million hands together and wish you happiness. This is how it feels. Sister, I hope you are happy, infinitely happy. I love you TTT thank you for letting me feel so much love power, female power, the power that comes from you.

It can only be said that this development is expected. Jiang Zeyun is different from Jiang Yuan. The choices he made when he faced several difficulties make me not surprised that he is willing to sacrifice himself for Jiang Yuan. After all, Jiang Yuan has made so many mistakes, although these are not all his original intentions. Perhaps as he said, staying here to atone for his sins is a more reasonable ending for him. Even if Jiang Yuan goes out instead of Jiang Zeyun, they are two different people after all. Jiang Yuan has become a thing of the past, and Tao Qing is deeply in love with Jiang Zeyun now. It is impossible for her not to recognize her lover, and this so-called lie cannot last a lifetime. And how could Jiang Yuan not feel guilty when facing Tao Qing for the rest of his life? This is not a good ending for all three of them. Compared to him, I am still more accepting of Jiang Zeyun being by Tao Qing's side. The past should pass, and what they have is the present. I hope that the two of them can be together happily in the future, and that Jiang Zeyun can carry on with Jiang Yuan's original wishes, have freedom, and finish spreading flowers [Spreading Flowers]

Oops, I don't have time to go to Jinjiang to read articles during this period. There is no money in my account. Chuchu, wait for me! 😚

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It's okay, my dear, it will always be like this in the later stages of writing. Take your time and don't rush. It's about quality rather than quantity. I'm always here 💪 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ! After finishing the second brush, it's still fried chicken – I like this story!!!! 😆😆😆

[Spreading flowers][Spreading flowers] Happy Lantern Festival Chuchu!! Let's have a happy reunion~ 😚 Did you eat glutinous rice balls today? [Let me be healthy] Our school gave out glutinous rice balls stuffed with sesame fillings at noon, but they were served with brown sugar and ginger water... The cafeteria had another idea. Damn 🐶

La la la la, it's the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, welcome the God of Wealth, and wish you good fortune! Happy new year~~💪💪

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