Spring Debris

Dead end metaphor. The two parallel roads appear to be identical, but are actually dead ends. One can only take this correct path. Ning was delayed because her path was not her grandmother's, and she had a choice. But not Ye, she has been struggling on her own path. Maybe she also has two paths? But in this way, her past and present will be completely separated. Likewise, lemon cannot be chosen. Once you accept the conclusion that past and present are inseparable, you will find that Ning has embarked on her only path. From then on, the two paths became that Qing Ning each took one, and it was impossible for either of them to deviate from the track and go into the other's path. Yeah? The dead end leads to the story of Ye. She asked how to avoid being bullied, and the answer was false, and she almost died. So, is it possible that the only road they thought was the dead end road they misjudged in their trance? They all burn themselves and use themselves as a means to achieve their goals. However, no one is born to resist and take revenge. Ye asked Ning to think about her thoughts, and Ning hoped that Teacher Ye would be happy. They love each other and cannot bear each other to mortgage themselves to the cruel reality. This is the most direct and authentic answer given by themselves. But they can't get out of the mutually determined fate of their past and present. Reality does not give them the right to choose, forcing them to exist and suffer for what they should have. I was thinking a few days ago that they are carrying the past and moving forward, but they have no future.

Thanks to the author, I really like the story of Little Leaf and Little Lemon. Oddly enough, I personally have a special liking for tragedies, so I asked someone to recommend a tragic work, so I learned about this book. I finished reading it 10 days later, and I had a lot of insights. I immediately canceled my original schedule and chose to go home on the first day of the National Day holiday to see my grandmother who had just been sick and hospitalized not long ago and whom I hadn't seen for a long time. When I got home at night, I thought about it, the feeling it gave me was far greater than what I had expected before, and I wanted to write something to record it. Originally I just read it for entertainment, but I found that I ignored my grandmother like Fang Ning did, chased things that did not make me truly happy like Ye Danqing, and even spent a period of time in a wheelchair like Ye Danqing (so I was not surprised at all by Ye Danqing's choice, and I could even vaguely guess her ending after she was paralyzed). After reading, I asked myself the question that Fang Ning wanted to ask at Ye Danqing's birthday dinner: "Are you really happy?". It wasn't the first time I looked at myself, but it was indeed the first time I saw my reflection so clearly in a book. I have thought about a lot of things but can't write them down. It's so sad... In short, this book is a mirror for me to understand myself again. Thanks to the author. (I'm sorry that I didn't write anything related to the content of the book. I wrote a whole page in my diary on the day I finished reading it. The logic is also a bit confusing, so I won't write it here 🙏)

Oh my God, it's so beautiful. The plots are so intertwined. The writing is also very good. The metaphors are so subtle and can convey emotions.

I felt sad after reading it, but it is really a very, very good story!

Ye Zi's "affection" appears twice, once for a lemon brooch and once for a squirrel bag, both of which are similar to Ning's. 🥺 Ah Ning, Teacher Ye really loves you very much

Based on Qiqige's birth year in this chapter, Qiqige's real age is about 58 years old, which is more than one year older than her aunt. The author wrote the timeline very clearly (probably by flipping through the calendar 🐶). In some places, he could tell the date and month. I took notes along the way.

I tentatively think it's grandma. A person who has given up life still clings to possibility. Now that life is over, what's the point of the truth? Grandma must think so. There is still meaning after death, and there is the possibility of the truth coming to light. For this she decided to die. Therefore, the suicide was not because of the grandmother's helplessness, but rather filled with the grandmother's longing. This tension between life and death is so gripping and handsome.

She vaguely felt that Teacher Ye regarded Xiao Ning as another self. She supported Ning to find the truth, changed her mind and went home with Ning, so as to get in touch with the past that she had suspended. There should be some factors like this.

Teacher Ye is so tired.

Oh, there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not from the same world. It's enough to live with more than just love. What does it mean to be relaxed?