The heroine, Qin Xing, has always felt responsible for the death of her friend Qin Qingyue. Later, she develops bipolar disorder. During the period after her friend's death, she lies to herself to find comfort. When friends who care about her feelings check on her, she pretends that she has moved on. Qin Qingyue was fourteen when she died. Everyone has always believed that Qingyue was the only one who died, never knowing that Qin Xing also died in the year they blamed her.
From beginning to end, no one believes Qin Xing when she says she didn't kill her best friend, Qin Qingyue. This goes on for a very long time. Just as she is about to die with every word of the rumors still echoing in her mind, the male lead, Yan Shubai, suddenly enters her world and adds a ray of light to her dark life.
"Yan Shubai, I don't want to waste away anymore."
"Qingyue, I fulfilled with someone else the promise we made together..."
Later, when Qin Xing realizes she has fallen for Yan Shubai, she grows colder and colder toward him. When he finds out, he tells her she doesn't need to listen to other people's gossip. All she has to do is be herself, Qin Xing. With Yan Shubai's help, Qin Xing finds herself amid the rumors. She takes to court the people who spread lies that she had killed her best friend. The joy she feels as she leaves the courtroom, and the words she says when she visits her friend, "After you left, I longed to be saved. Now I've finally found salvation." Their story will continue.
Theme: Writing a novel based mainly on my own experiences
