A Record of the Author's Mental State

I also have great feelings about social networking. Please allow me to share some of my own experiences and opinions. I think a lot and it's very messy, and I can't describe my thoughts accurately. I can only think about it after many times of pain, regret and reflection, "It's actually not a big deal" and "I wish I had done that." I have been in a relationship with three people, and I have always felt miserable, so I refused to make friends with others. I have been isolated and painful, and even suffered from mental breakdown and low self-esteem. I have also been separated from good friends... Most of the time socializing has brought me pain. Compared with the happiness I had at the beginning, I would rather never have it. After struggling, I am much better than before. I have also learned to reflect and work hard to change. I used to think that I was a very unsociable person and could only associate with good friends. From now on, it is difficult for me to even consider people who are not good friends as friends. After reading your essay, I was really shocked and inspired. You are so mentally strong. It is true that everyone will be sad and hurt, but not everyone can stick to their own opinions and do things according to their own ideas. Finally, please let me praise you. At first, I loved the soul of the characters you wrote. Now I also admire your tenacity. For so many years of hard work in writing, I wish us all a better future.

Sometimes I wonder whether "goodbye" is "never again" or "see you next time". Most of the time, when you realize that the "last face" is the "last face", it doesn't feel like the "last face" at the time.

I feel that there are so many "self" people now, and they all want to stick to their "self", don't want to change, don't want to give in... Every time I see all kinds of "thunders", I feel that everyone is quite "tired", living with so much dissatisfaction (spreading hands and shrugging). Thinking of seeing a hostel before Video of the quarrel, "Can you respect me?" "Can you respect me!" Can people understand that it is strange to force others to use their own perceptions... The school forces people with different living habits to live together, and fills in a big box before dividing into dormitories. Is it so difficult to do a general questionnaire? The Internet puts people with different ideas together, so there is nothing we can do about it. I sincerely hope that everyone can realize that sometimes being "quiet" on the Internet is also a virtue, "You can not love, but please don't hurt" ok? Everyone's preferences are different, no one is more noble, no one is "better"! As long as it is on the basis of law and morality, everyone is equal! Can you stop aesthetic bullying?

I want a relationship without guilt, and a love without so many burdens and worries. I have always felt that "salvation" is when two people who have been equally hurt share each other's recovery, love is "equality". (My personal opinion...)

That's right! It feels like nowadays a lot of people are trying to put on clothes to change people. Shouldn't clothes be used to modify people? It's hard to find affordable clothes with good fit... I've always thought that it's enough if I don't run around naked and abide by social order!

Going outside to relax and breathe fresh air will really brighten your mood. I felt uncomfortable and wanted to run outside. I felt like I had escaped from this world, and my heart was pounding (the feeling of being alive... Short-term freedom, a new me!

I hope we all have a big heart!

I hope we all have a big heart!

Good night, teacher, have a good rest. I'm sorry for revealing so much negative energy to you. I hope you won't take it to heart! Or you can delete it. Anyway, I wish you happiness every day 💪

Speaking of which, I have written a post-apocalyptic article before, because I received a comment saying that the heroine was so disgusting and anti-human. I was really heartbroken at that time, but I didn't know how to reply to her. I could only thank her for the comment. Later, I deleted the work and canceled my pen name, but I never wrote anything again and couldn't post it. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I have such negative emotions. I obviously just wanted to tell the story in my mind to others, and the heroine actually did it for a reason, but in the end, I was wrapped up in other people's thoughts 😭 😭 😭 Now that I think about it, I really feel stupid. I am not sure whether the character I gave up on will hate me for not persisting so that she can have a happy ending. The teacher is excellent. He is not influenced by other people's thoughts. He is firm and insistent on telling his story. To me, it is really amazing [Spear Flowers]