Gu Zhiyi's seventeenth year was bleak. She was betrayed by friends, subjected to silent bullying at school, targeted by teachers, and driven to attempt suicide over and over by a suitor's mild depression diagnosis. After the college entrance exams, she only got into an ordinary third-tier college. She was no heaven-blessed prodigy, just the most ordinary person among the countless beings in the world. That was until she opened a bizarrely illustrated game called Malice.
"Have you ever experienced the worst the world has to offer? Have you ever repeatedly let go of your desire to live? Malice will bring you ten thousand kinds of evil from the world."
"An infant's first cry": You will become the weakest embryo in the world, absorbing your mother's nutrients so you can be born successfully.
"Childhood confusion": When you are young, you must obey your parents. In a world beyond the rules, take care not to fall apart.
"Childhood, a false face": Is the world of fairy tales really a fairy tale? Gu Zhiyi, what will you remember from the book?
"A boy's youthful travels, learning as he goes. If he learns nothing, surely he will lose something." Gu Zhiyi, a poor student, how will you balance your expectations against the unfairness of reality?
"The girl who has not yet crossed the Lesser Mountain Ridge."
"Work: I actually became a burden on society."
"Marriage: Is the bride still a bride, or a new mother?"
"The cycle of life is in my womb?"
"I have actually grown old."
Here, people are not people, and immortals are not immortals. The path is a lonely one. Surviving in a haunted mountain village, she enters a strange path to immortality alongside monsters whose true nature she cannot tell, human or ghost. Every day of her life becomes a script in which she fights the heavens and struggles for every inch of ground.
Theme: Everyone has a reason to exist, whether they bring malice, kindness, or love
The subject matter is very attractive, keep it up
And isn't it normal to find a constant? In this world, who doesn't want to live longer? To put it bluntly, I might have given birth to a child because of the relationship between my lover or something, or because I wanted to have a child naturally. But if this child is born, he will kill me, so why should I give birth to him? People don't live just for future generations
I'm putting it in a harsh way. If you were born, you would be useless and could only bring trouble to your parents. Then why would they give birth to you? If you don't show your value to others, why do you think they love you and why do they love you? And what qualifications do you have? To blame your mother, the premise is that if someone gives birth to you, she will die. This makes me not have a good impression of the heroine, and like some of her words, why do I have to be a mother, why can't I be myself? I can't understand why it is necessary to add a setting to give birth to a child and the mother must die. Is it to express some evil god or something, or is it a curse? It is also shown later that the love for children is just because of a certain existence. She is not qualified to be a mother. That is because she does not intend to be a mother in the first place. She does not want to be a mother. She wants to abort you. She is forced to love you.
To put it harshly, Li Hongying can already feel that giving birth to you will damage her body life span, and she will even die after giving birth to you. So why do you think she will maintain her love for you? Who are you to judge whether someone can become a mother? If your birth does not lead to the death of other people, then it is normal for people to have love for you. But they have to die as soon as you are born, and they already feel that something is wrong. Then why do you think that people will have love for you? You are born only by your mother. You are the least qualified to blame your mother.