I Found My Happy Ending with Myself in a Horror Infinite-Loop Game

[Updates will be sporadic for now while I recover. I recommend letting the chapters pile up before reading. But I promise I’ll work hard to finish this story.] When Qi Baiyu turned back to save his boyfriend, he was pushed into a horde of monsters instead. As he lay dying, a man named Yu Qi appeared beside him. Though they shared the same face, Yu Qi was Qi Baiyu’s opposite. Qi Baiyu was gentle, kind, and empathetic. Yu Qi was cruel, bloodthirsty, and ruthless. Just when Qi Baiyu thought Yu Qi was a wild wolf he couldn’t control, he discovered he could read Yu Qi’s mind. Kill them all, and my A Yu will win. He tugged at Yu Qi’s hand. “Don’t kill anyone unless we’re in real danger, okay?” Yu Qi: “...I’ll do as you say.” My A Yu isn’t allowed to smile at anyone else. I want to lock him up. He can only have me, and only smile at me. He smiled and kissed Yu Qi on the cheek. Yu Qi stared at him, stunned, unable to recover for a long while. In this game, Yu Qi was Qi Baiyu’s unstoppable blade. Qi Baiyu was the medicine that kept Yu Qi’s madness in check. His Yu Qi appeared amid the blood and gore, born for him. *Reading Guide* Infinite realms + selfcest + the gong can read the shou’s mind Qi Baiyu is the gong, Yu Qi is the shou They are not both pure: the gong has had previous partners, while the shou has not. The gong has an ex-boyfriend [it wasn’t exactly a respectable relationship, but...] Bai Bai belongs to Qi Qi, belongs to Qi Qi, belongs to Qi Qi. Important things are worth saying three times. Don’t assume Yu Qi isn’t the main shou just because he appears later. Upcoming story: *How Did I Become a Bound Spirit Beside My Archrival?* (Bl male lead + mystery) 1. Xi Baiyan died in a car accident when he was nineteen. After becoming a bound spirit, he found himself in the world of Sheng Zhuo at the age of thirty. His archrival, who used to clash with him over everything and compete for first place, was now sitting in a garbage-filled home, drowning his sorrows in alcohol and looking utterly wretched. When he met his archrival again, he couldn’t afford to lose the battle of words, even if he was nothing but a pile of bones. “Sheng Zhuo, who knew you’d turn into such an idiot by thirty? Tsk, what a pity.” That taunt was all it took for his archrival to hear him. The thirty-year-old man clutched a beer bottle and burst into tears. Xi Baiyan had never seen Sheng Zhuo like this. “You’re such a loser, and now you’re crying because I said a couple of things? If you don’t want me to mock you, then show me you can amount to something!” As soon as the words left his mouth, Sheng Zhuo staggered to his feet and tried to hug him, but his arms passed through empty air. Xi Baiyan had spent eleven years at odds with Sheng Zhuo. It was the first time he’d ever seen his nemesis collapse at his feet, sobbing uncontrollably as he said: “...Baiyan, I miss you so much.” 2. Later, Xi Baiyan finally learned that he had lived past nineteen. But he had disappeared at the age of thirty. All that remained was a wisp of his soul, returned to Sheng Zhuo’s side. Whether he was alive or dead remained unknown... Theme: Learn to love yourself, stay true to who you are through hardship, and remain optimistic