I want to disappear.
Ah, sorry. I'm talking about myself without even introducing myself.
I'm Lia, a candidate for sainthood in the Church. I probably won't ever become a saint. Everyone knows the position has already been promised to someone else.
And there are probably a dozen or so candidates like me.
So I'm not the special one.
In my life, I've ended up as a "candidate," the second choice or even further down the list, more times than I can count.
Of course, I'm not complaining. Someone like me ending up as a candidate is only natural.
Because I don't have the courage to strive to be number one. What if I tried and still didn't make it? That would be pretty discouraging, wouldn't it?
This life, this kind of life... I've been tired of it for a long time.
So the only thing I want now, the thing I've been praying for all along, is to disappear.
But how can I disappear without causing a fuss?
...God, if you're listening, please tell me.
A saint candidate who wants to disappear, and only ever will, × the capture targets who win the favor of their beloved over and over again through endless cycles of reincarnation.
Reader's Guide:
1. About the story:
Japanese-style Western fantasy setting, light novel style.
There's no profound content or complete worldbuilding.
If something doesn't make sense, just consider the author's intelligence and it'll make sense. I pretty much write whatever I dream up.
2. Content warnings:
This may not be a particularly pleasant story. It contains a great deal of the heroine's inner thoughts, and they aren't especially positive.
If you share the heroine's emotional tendencies and find them upsetting, please stop reading.
There may be intense, unconventional, and rather twisted or chaotic romantic feelings. Every character has flaws.
3. About the characters:
There are multiple capture targets.
There are multiple routes and multiple bad endings.
There are various endings where the heroine dies, as well as endings where the hero dies. The story features multiple playthroughs.
4. A reminder for readers: The characters are diverse. Their values do not represent the author's. I hope everyone lives positively.
5. At its core, this is just me making the kind of food I want to eat. I'd be delighted if you enjoy it too.
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Theme: You are more precious than you think.
