She made a deal with the God of Death: she would give him her entire soul after death, and in exchange, she would be reborn.
She wanted to go somewhere she would no longer have to wander, and so she met the person she had always dreamed of.
She should have stood by and watched, but her desire could never be satisfied.
If death is followed by another journey,
then the ticket in her hand can only take her to death.
While she is alive, she wants to protect him as much as possible.
She wants to push the statue in the darkness toward the light.
She wants to offer him everything she can.
Her soul has long been in ruins.
She cannot let him fall into the same predicament again.
If you leave the bowstring, my heart will follow.
“Everything you have endured has made you who you are now.
Every crack in you is exactly as it should be.
You must not suffer another blow.
Professor, until you truly live for yourself, I will be the executioner.
That is why the thing in my chest beats.”
Warning: The heroine is unconventional and has a weak sense of morality.
[Events are not presented in chronological order, and some details are my own additions.]
[Apologies for any out-of-character moments.]
Love is your restraint and self-control, and my moth-to-a-flame devotion.
It is the butterflies in my chest, beating their wings whenever I look at you.
CP: Severus Snape
Theme: The most wonderful and powerful force in the world is not death, but love.