After the Agreement

After reading it, it is one of the rare articles that writes emotions in a very delicate and subtle way. Various details are accumulated to form the characters' personalities, and then the delicate emotional changes between the two are inferred from the characters' personalities. It is a very good and delicate reading experience! ! When I first saw Chi saying that Pei hated her, I thought it was Chi who liked Pei 10 years ago, but it didn't take long to realize that it was Pei who liked Chi. For Chi, it was absolutely impossible for her to show her feelings first. Her youthful experience made her feel inferior and self-abused, perhaps not to the extent of self-loathing, but just like Pei's evaluation, once the smiling mask was taken off, she was left with nothing but emptiness. So when facing Pei, she would not admit even the slightest bit of liking or affection, and would even subconsciously hide and force herself not to realize its existence. Because she didn't dare to do such a beautiful thing. Ever since she mustered up the courage to walk up to Pei and hand him a shirt 10 years ago, her heart palpitations had already shown that she liked Pei. But later when she was with Pei and faced similar heart palpitations again, she dared to admit this feeling. Before that, she said that she fell in love with Pei because he was so good to her and she was greedy and wanted more love. Lie to readers and lie to yourself. She has always liked her, but she has been deliberately ignored by herself, and she didn't even dare to realize it. She didn't dare to admit it until Pei gave her enough sense of security. Timid and obscure love. It was precisely because Pei was too special to her, a beautiful being that she didn't even dare to realize she liked, that she and Pei had such complicated emotions after a ridiculous night. She felt that Pei might have changed, and it was impossible for the old Pei to have a one-night stand. Realizing that the beauty was broken, she might not be special anymore. When she signed the contract and decided to sell herself, she might have given up on herself. The good things were over, but in the end it was nothing more than this. At first, I thought she really saw all this as fun, as she revealed, and I didn't understand why Pei was so resistant to her approach and temptation. I think, as the article keeps saying, Pei understands her better than anyone else. When she was confronting her teammates, she mocked them for taking their self-esteem too seriously, but in fact, she was the one who took their self-esteem the most seriously. Like Pei's evaluation, he is a person who keeps breaking. Chi has been wearing a mask in the first half of the article, as if he is smooth in dealing with things, doesn't care about anything, and is a good-tempered good old man. But in fact, which ones are real and which ones are masks? If you want to really see through her, you can only infer her true character from various details. But after getting together with Pei, she became extremely real. A little pampered, a little short-tempered, a little serious. She took off her mask, because she was in a safe enough area that there was no need to protect herself with those disguises and masochistic patience. Pei is relatively simple. The harsh environment she grew up in made her self-conscious and indifferent. I couldn't understand her early unconditional good-natured indulgence towards my family. Although he is clearly the mainstay and talker of the family, he still has to endure and wipe his ass in front of his elders. It's not my fault that I have to take responsibility for my uncle's nonsense. I wonder if this person has been taught that he doesn't know what it means to resist. When she signed the contract with Chi, I had already seen that she had liked Chi ten years ago. It was precisely because of this that in the early stage of the contract, she was unwilling to reveal any care and help to Chi in front of Chi. She only dared to do it secretly in private, which made me feel a little bit incomprehensible and disapproving. I also felt that this person was too restrained. It wasn't until her aunt gave her advice and reminders that she slowly let go and showed her affection for Chi. The article keeps saying that Pei likes rainy days. I think it's because the several times he and Chi crossed paths ten years ago were on rainy days. In the early stage, Pei had a restrained and obscure love for Chi. Pei's attitude towards that chaotic night was also very complicated. His restraint since childhood made him unwilling to face his loss of control, and he felt that he had ruined the beauty in his heart. When I heard Chi's bed-climbing remarks the next day, I felt mixed and angry, and maybe a little bit lucky. Complex is angry that Yu Chi has changed, but fortunately it was Chi who wanted to be like this, and it was not him who failed to restrain himself, causing him to lose control and destroy the beautiful Chi 10 years ago. Then something happened, and by some strange coincidence, she handed over the contract. This is also what I can't understand the most. How could Pei, who knew Chi so well, not understand how painful this knife was for Chi, so she handed it over like this. Maybe I didn't understand it clearly, or maybe Pei had such a weakness and bad nature, and wanted to escape from her behavior of destroying beauty, and wanted to keep Chi at all costs, which made her make this decision. Perhaps, at this time, the restraint in her bones and blood was still restraining her, making it impossible for her to reconcile with herself. But then the respect she gave Chi was something that no one could give or even understand. At first, I didn't understand why she didn't help Chi and let Chi struggle in the company and interpersonal whirlpool. Later I realized that she was helping Chi get rid of his bad habits, give him self-esteem and self-esteem, and help Chi create his own safe area. Pei definitely understands Chi's existence better than anyone else. She understood everything that readers couldn't read or understand. Later, she also let herself go more and more, regardless of her own family. Some of her methods even seemed too cruel to me. Pei is also a person who is slowly growing and changing. When she lets go of her restraint, she becomes real and charming. The deep attachment between the two of them is really great. It's a rare feeling to see a living character, and I can't imagine why they would be separated. Seeing that the author said that he just wanted to write a simple and sweet maintenance story at the beginning, but on the surface Chi was catering and happy with the agreement, but in reality he was self-destructive and self-loathing. Pei's bad behavior of handing out the agreement even though he understood what kind of person Chi was, and all kinds of intentions after the agreement, this story has nothing to do with "sweet maintenance" 2333. The story and characters come alive, it's a good story wow

It is a very well written book and I will read it again from time to time. Thank you to the author for his creation. Best wishes!

I really like this book [Come on] [Come on] I have read it countless times

I don't remember whether it was the 4th or 5th time. I really love the snack street and Mr. Pei.

Xiaochi and Pei Ningduan both woke up very early [laughing and crying]

Wow wow wow, such pure love, I hope there will be a sequel

I should have doted on him and given him a five-star rating. I am speechless about the author's other article about a plot where a female supporting character sleeps with a male sponsor for resources. How could someone who really loves women write such a plot? Don't tell me it's realistic. This book is just a local sweet cake. You can only read it in the middle and later stages. The early stage is a bit dissuasive. The characters are quite novel, but the author's other book is like a stuck in your throat.

Yay! Damn Jinjiang, why is there no prompt! I just saw last week's reply! Looking forward to it! [Laughing]

Watching it for the second time! Move

I wish Mr. Pei and Xiaochi 99 [Come on]