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1.
In her younger years, Jing Xi always gave in to subtle malice. Every time she was hurt, she would put on a smile, making people feel as if they were basking in the warm spring breeze.
Everyone around her could see the warmth and passion Jing Xi radiated in those years.
Only Li Xu knew how many tears she had held back, and how much darkness she had hidden inside that supposedly warm soul.
2.
Jing Xi's youth truly began on the last day she was eighteen.
If you had to ask why, Jing Xi might have only one answer.
That day, instead of giving in and going along with others as usual, she flipped the table and stopped holding back.
The fire in her heart began to burn.
She stopped joining others in bullying herself.
3.
Jing Xi and Li Xu barely knew each other when they were young. In a crowd, one was adored by all and seemed to live among the clouds, while the other drifted like duckweed, always on edge.
Their so-called acquaintance amounted to a few glances from afar. They barely exchanged a word, and Jing Xi would quickly look away.
To Jing Xi, he was a ray of light in her dark youth.
He was the only one kind enough to reach out when she was isolated and helpless, offering a little help so that her situation wouldn't be quite so difficult.
But Li Xu had endless patience for her.
From the first moment he saw Jing Xi, he saw the fire inside her.
He had always been waiting for that fire to catch.
And he had always been waiting for Jing Xi to treat the grayness others had forced upon her like a handful of dust, then fling it back into their malicious eyes.
Jing Xi x Li Xu
Female lead is not a virgin; male lead is a virgin | Realistic fiction | Table-flipping story | Secret crush from the male lead | Rekindled romance
Theme: What should you do when things don't go as planned?
I will always freeze Li Xujingxi's love story as "just beginning", but their love will always burn even if they are separated!
I hope that Jing Xi and Li Xu will always be happy in the first world, and that Teacher Xing will also be happy in the third world. I hope that "Into Ashes" will be published as soon as possible. Thank you, Teacher Xing, for writing such a good story.
The first feeling Buchenghui gave me was empathy. Especially Jing Xi in middle school, she was sensitive, thoughtful, and very observant. In the friendship between the three people, she was subtlely aware that the other two people seemed to have a better relationship than her, and they would always deliberately slander her, as if her attitude was not important, so she always remained silent. Even if she was dissatisfied and wronged, she would not speak out easily, but when this dissatisfaction accumulated to a certain level, it would always explode, so after she forgave Hu Yan and Luan Yu time and time again, she finally chose to break up with them. Although these things were nothing to Viola, they were already a big deal to her at the time. Maybe this was what a 17-year-old girl was worried about. Regarding Jing Xingbang, I can always find him in real life. He is really like the epitome of the father in most families. He does not have the delicacy of women and does not fully understand the children's thoughts. The children always feel sad because of the little things their father does, but they also feel that he truly loves them because of some details. Teacher Xing's portrayal of friendship and family is really immersive, and makes people feel sad when watching it. (As for why I didn't mention Jing Xi's college and work experience here, it's probably because I haven't experienced it yet, hehehe)
The second feeling is distressed. Jing Xi's life can really be described as having a lot of misfortunes. She has gone through so many hardships in just over 30 years. She is like a little bitter gourd. I can't think of how good a future she has to be worthy of Jing Xi's future. Now I heard a song "Wind, Rain, Rainbow, Sonorous Rose", and I think it is a good way to describe Jing Xi. Jing Xi is really tough, she endured so much hardship, and finally came through. Fortunately, the author was kind enough to give her an ending with Li Xuhe, so that she could have warmth for the rest of her life. From now on, Jing Xi's life would be happy every day. It's really a blessing after all the hardships.
Then there are tributes to myself that are very popular on the Internet recently. I felt that it was very suitable for Jing Xi, so I wrote one for Jing Xi.
Jing Jingxi
The first cup, here's to you. You have forgiven your friends' malice over and over again, thinking that you can be as good friends as before, but in exchange for their never-ending bullying, you finally broke up with them.
The second cup is for you. After your parents divorced, your mother was all about your stepbrother's happiness. Your mother and stepfather begged you to donate bone marrow to him. You thought your father would be willing to donate bone marrow to you, but you didn't expect your father to agree. Now that your loved one was far away, you went to the operating table in despair, and soon learned that your father had passed away from cancer.
The third cup, I wish you met some unkind people after you went to college. You met a scumbag and was stabbed in the back by your friends. Fortunately, you had a good mentor to guide you.
The fourth cup, I wish you entered the society early and worked hard before graduating from college, flew all over the world, achieved a great career, and became sick from overwork.
The fifth cup, here's to you. When your body was almost exhausted, your mother came to ask you to donate bone marrow to Kang Le and you decisively refused. God took pity on you and reunited with Li Xu ten years later. After going through all kinds of things, the two finally opened their hearts and made a firm choice to go on together.
Along the way, Jing Xi, you have worked really hard. You have been outstanding from beginning to end. From now on, your life will be colorful and full of flowers. Please stay happy forever!
The last part is to express my gratitude to Mr. Xingchi. This book is really from the first chapter to the ending (why not "Watching the Moon", because I thought it was too long in the middle, so I stocked it for a while hahahaha), and then I often see her coding in the live broadcast room until late at night or even early in the morning. She is really attentive when writing. Sometimes she will change with the character's emotions when she gets emotional. This book has the foundation of the first two books, and you can see obvious progress. It is smoother (forgive me for my limited vocabulary, I can't find more words to describe it), and it is very well written! I hope that our "Not Into Ashes" can be seen by more people, and I will also remember the cakes drawn by Teacher Xing, hahaha. I am also very grateful to my friends who supervise the work in the live broadcast room and follow the series and discuss the plot together. I love you.
Jing Xi must live well [crying] [crying]
Are the ashes that do not turn into ashes the ashes of ashes? [Oh oh oh]
[Crying] [Crying] [Crying] After watching Musk 1, I will watch Musk 2. I will no longer ask you if you are happy on live broadcasts. This is really sad [Crying] [Crying] [Crying]
I heard that a story about be would be written before. I thought it would be a natural death of illness. I didn't expect that it could be written like this. Jing Xi, Jing Xi, when can I be selfish again?
I heard you can post emojis🥴
Looking forward to the extra episode, I feel like there are still many people and things that have not been explained [crying]
Finished spreading flowers 2025.8.9Luckuvuqj check in
I will always freeze Li Xujingxi's love story as "just beginning", but their love will always burn even if they are separated!
I hope that Jing Xi and Li Xu will always be happy in the first world, and that Teacher Xing will also be happy in the third world. I hope that "Into Ashes" will be published as soon as possible. Thank you, Teacher Xing, for writing such a good story.
The first feeling Buchenghui gave me was empathy. Especially Jing Xi in middle school, she was sensitive, thoughtful, and very observant. In the friendship between the three people, she was subtlely aware that the other two people seemed to have a better relationship than her, and they would always deliberately slander her, as if her attitude was not important, so she always remained silent. Even if she was dissatisfied and wronged, she would not speak out easily, but when this dissatisfaction accumulated to a certain level, it would always explode, so after she forgave Hu Yan and Luan Yu time and time again, she finally chose to break up with them. Although these things were nothing to Viola, they were already a big deal to her at the time. Maybe this was what a 17-year-old girl was worried about. Regarding Jing Xingbang, I can always find him in real life. He is really like the epitome of the father in most families. He does not have the delicacy of women and does not fully understand the children's thoughts. The children always feel sad because of the little things their father does, but they also feel that he truly loves them because of some details. Teacher Xing's portrayal of friendship and family is really immersive, and makes people feel sad when watching it. (As for why I didn't mention Jing Xi's college and work experience here, it's probably because I haven't experienced it yet, hehehe) The second feeling is distressed. Jing Xi's life can really be described as having a lot of misfortunes. She has gone through so many hardships in just over 30 years. She is like a little bitter gourd. I can't think of how good a future she has to be worthy of Jing Xi's future. Now I heard a song "Wind, Rain, Rainbow, Sonorous Rose", and I think it is a good way to describe Jing Xi. Jing Xi is really tough, she endured so much hardship, and finally came through. Fortunately, the author was kind enough to give her an ending with Li Xuhe, so that she could have warmth for the rest of her life. From now on, Jing Xi's life would be happy every day. It's really a blessing after all the hardships. Then there are tributes to myself that are very popular on the Internet recently. I felt that it was very suitable for Jing Xi, so I wrote one for Jing Xi. Jing Jingxi The first cup, here's to you. You have forgiven your friends' malice over and over again, thinking that you can be as good friends as before, but in exchange for their never-ending bullying, you finally broke up with them. The second cup is for you. After your parents divorced, your mother was all about your stepbrother's happiness. Your mother and stepfather begged you to donate bone marrow to him. You thought your father would be willing to donate bone marrow to you, but you didn't expect your father to agree. Now that your loved one was far away, you went to the operating table in despair, and soon learned that your father had passed away from cancer. The third cup, I wish you met some unkind people after you went to college. You met a scumbag and was stabbed in the back by your friends. Fortunately, you had a good mentor to guide you. The fourth cup, I wish you entered the society early and worked hard before graduating from college, flew all over the world, achieved a great career, and became sick from overwork. The fifth cup, here's to you. When your body was almost exhausted, your mother came to ask you to donate bone marrow to Kang Le and you decisively refused. God took pity on you and reunited with Li Xu ten years later. After going through all kinds of things, the two finally opened their hearts and made a firm choice to go on together. Along the way, Jing Xi, you have worked really hard. You have been outstanding from beginning to end. From now on, your life will be colorful and full of flowers. Please stay happy forever! The last part is to express my gratitude to Mr. Xingchi. This book is really from the first chapter to the ending (why not "Watching the Moon", because I thought it was too long in the middle, so I stocked it for a while hahahaha), and then I often see her coding in the live broadcast room until late at night or even early in the morning. She is really attentive when writing. Sometimes she will change with the character's emotions when she gets emotional. This book has the foundation of the first two books, and you can see obvious progress. It is smoother (forgive me for my limited vocabulary, I can't find more words to describe it), and it is very well written! I hope that our "Not Into Ashes" can be seen by more people, and I will also remember the cakes drawn by Teacher Xing, hahaha. I am also very grateful to my friends who supervise the work in the live broadcast room and follow the series and discuss the plot together. I love you.
Jing Xi must live well [crying] [crying]
Are the ashes that do not turn into ashes the ashes of ashes? [Oh oh oh]
[Crying] [Crying] [Crying] After watching Musk 1, I will watch Musk 2. I will no longer ask you if you are happy on live broadcasts. This is really sad [Crying] [Crying] [Crying]
I heard that a story about be would be written before. I thought it would be a natural death of illness. I didn't expect that it could be written like this. Jing Xi, Jing Xi, when can I be selfish again?
I heard you can post emojis🥴
Looking forward to the extra episode, I feel like there are still many people and things that have not been explained [crying]
Finished spreading flowers 2025.8.9Luckuvuqj check in