[SD/Kishimoto Minori] Material Supremacy

Okay, I walked in with a light mood to watch some romance, but unexpectedly I was dragged down to hell by the extremely concentrated mother-daughter relationship... I was like a dog that was kicked while walking on the road, feeling confused and not knowing who to ask for justice... The plot has reached the penultimate chapter, that is, when Akira ran away from home with only pocket money and planned to die quietly outside, the male protagonist of this article, Kishimoto-kun, seemed to have some sense in the dark and successfully found her. While initiating some understatement, he dragged the heroine away from Hirasaka like a onion in the dry land. In theory, I should feel relieved that a life has been saved, but when I think of Akira being alive, it means that I have to go back to that home and continue the protracted torture of each other with my mother... I feel so sad that I even shed tears in front of the input box! I lowered my head and pondered, how should I evaluate the mother-daughter relationship in the Uesugi family? One of my inappropriate associations was that Akira was like the kind of child whose mother cut off his heels and stuffed them into ill-fitting shoes. After all, I feel that my mother is not without love, but her love is very twisted... The problem is, even the two stepsisters of Cinderella, after all, they had a period of respecting each other as guests (?), Right? What is the difference between wearing ill-fitting shoes and being tortured... Okay, actually I understand that sometimes the mother does not want to harm her daughter, but unfortunately, after the child is born, both parties find that the other person is not their ideal type. I'm sorry, because my ptsd is so severe that I always forget the existence of the male protagonist when consuming these 30,000 words of content. I am unfortunately trapped in this extreme pulling and torture between mother and daughter. It's like a dark cloud is covering my head. Every time I want to raise my head to breathe, a heavy rain pours down on my face. Looking at Akira's neurotic growth path, Mom's careful cultivation has contributed a lot. Although I hate Freud, the heroine's heart becomes more and more hungry for love because she does not get love feedback from her mother, until she develops some psychopathy. I think it's quite consistent with Freud's psychoanalysis - if a person didn't touch big, round breasts when he was a child! I will be unable to control myself in pursuing big, round breasts for the rest of my life! Think about the clip of Akira having sex with someone in the basketball club lounge. A large number of inner perspectives are revealed, which makes the text exude a strong sense of gaze. What is a man, haha, poor thing. But while Akira looked down at the stupid man, he also had sex with him with contempt and dedication (I have to say that this is not only very Kyoto, but also very Maugham). May I ask what perspective produces this kind of dedication? My answer is mom's perspective... Akira, gentleness and cruelty come to you at the same time. When you want to make up for your childhood self, you will naturally become a good mother... The feeling of being needed is very addictive, but the satisfaction brought by all addictive things is short-lived, so you have no way to maintain yourself as a good mother—— From my point of view, when Akira is with the real hero Kishimoto, she switches to the state of a bad mother. In other words, it is not a kind of "bad", but the angle from which she learns love is infinitely closer to the real mother, and then reflects the projection of her heart like a cat. I don't think this is morbid. After all, the prerequisite for judging something morbid is that you are sure that the thing is healthy and good. But I feel that love has no definition standard at all. Among its thousands of phenomena, using harm to test the bottom line is just a common form. And I even think that Kishimoto deserves to be tortured by Akira... To be honest, Minori Kishimoto, there will be a secret resentment in my heart for you saving Akira back - although death is a weak escape, it can at least stop the pain. , Since you terminated this process, Akira must continue to endure pain for the uncertain "happiness" that she may get by living. If you don't let her go to hell to get relief, then you will suffer with her in this great purgatory on earth!

Oh no... A cruel mother, a cowardly father, a high-pressure and broken family... Why in this interlocking food chain, everyone can engage in downward bullying. Only our heroine can't find a target for violence even if she raises her fists. Look at the good deeds you've done, Minori Kishimoto...!

It's the first time I've seen a fan of Mari, I'm so touched.