#You love me clumsily because I have never been loved well#
#Go back to the past and raise your parents again#
Shen Xiao loves three people the most in her life, and the three people she loves most are the same.
Parents and Lin Ye.
Her father and mother are both the least favored children in the family.
The marriage between the two followed an arranged marriage process. After a blind date, they entered into many long and unknown years.
In Shen Xiao's memory, her parents often quarreled and complained about each other. Those hysterical scenes are embarrassing that Shen Xiao never wants to recall.
But there are also many tender moments——
From the time she was babbling to the age of thirty.
In front of her, her parents were like sailing boats that opened the way; behind her, they became waves that were lifted up with all their strength.
Shen Xiao loves them and feels sorry for them, but she doesn't want to be them.
So on her thirtieth birthday, she cautiously rejected Lin Ye's proposal.
*
Back home, my parents were lying on both sides of the sofa with sleepy faces, their mobile phones were held in the palms of their hands, and the sounds of cooking tutorials and horse-catching skits were mixed together, as if they were talking through the air.
Shen Xiao walked over and sat down between the two of them, her furrowed brows catching their eyes.
They put down their mobile phones and did not ask her what happened. One took out the cake that had been made long ago from the refrigerator, and the other went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of longevity noodles and wished her a happy birthday warmly.
The faint light and subtle heat of the candle reflected on her face. Shen Xiao closed her eyes and thought piously: I have a wish.
*
The next morning, she opened her eyes and found herself in a brick house.
The people next to me gently shook their cattail fans, blowing out the sultry wind.
Shen Xiao saw him and smiled awkwardly and shyly: "Sister, we seem to have arrived in the 1980s."
Only then did Shen Xiao catch a glimpse of some familiar emotions from the surrounding scenes. She was stunned and opened the door, and ran on the muddy dirt road in the countryside after the rain.
So within an hour, she saw her father, sweating profusely, wading in the water, planting rice seedlings with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and her mother driving an ox cart, grinding wheat in the open square under the scorching sun.
She turned her head, and Lin Ye stood behind her, never leaving, eyes filled with expectation.
Shen Xiao took a breath and asked him: "What is our relationship here?"
Lin Ye thought about the marriage certificate that he had hidden earlier in the morning, smiled and said, "Brother and sister?"
*
Lin Ye loves one person the most in his life, and the one person he loves the most is the same person.
He knows all her concerns, understands all her thoughts, and respects all her choices.
My only regret is that I didn't grow up with her and spend all the moments with her that made her care.
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I have a wish, I hope someone will love you well when you are young.
I have a wish, I want to grow up one step ahead of you, and I can hold your hand and go through all the hesitations.
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I also have a wish, that I can just fall in love with you for a certain period of time without any scruples or considerations.
•The gentle but sensitive and powerful heroine
•Warm-hearted, absolutely, absolutely, absolutely not abusive
•Copy written on 2026.03.08
Intention: I want you to be loved.