The marriage between Zhou Songyi and Jin Yanli was only about sex and no love, and they treated each other with respect after marriage.
Until one rainy day, when she came back from a dinner party with her ex-boyfriend present, the balance she had maintained so far was broken.
That day, there was lightning and thunder outside the window.
Jin Yanli pressed Zhou Songyi on the bed and slowly pulled on the string of her bathrobe, but his hands were trembling and his eyes were red.
"Please let me go," she was so frightened that her tears flowed uncontrollably, "I don't like you."
"Let you go," his fingertips penetrated her lips, the smile on his face was very gentle, and he stirred slowly, "Who will let me go?"
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One spring after their marriage, the two were still in the cooling-off period of divorce.
Zhou Songyi received gifts and letters from Jin Yanli, who was on a business trip in Nanjing, as well as a begonia flower that had not withered yet.
She unfolded the letter.
The handwriting on the letter is strong and powerful, just like the person who wrote it.
Suitable for:
"The work in Nanjing has entered the final stage, and I will be able to return to Beijing about the day after tomorrow. The courtyard of the hotel where I am staying is full of blooming crabapple trees. After finishing the work, my colleagues invited me to go down with them for a walk. But I think it would be great if you were here..."
Zhou Songyi slowly folded the paper and put it away, picked up the crabapple that exuded a faint fragrance, inserted it into the vase on the coffee table, and called the other party.
Rain pattered outside the window.
She said softly: "It's raining in Beijing. Remember to put on extra clothes on the way back."
*
In the winter of 2008, Zhou Songyi wrote a paragraph in pencil on a ten-yuan note:
How many people will this banknote pass through, and how many cities will it drift through? It's really curious.
December 20, 2008
Zhou Songyi——Beijing
Later, it went around in circles for twelve years. This note came back to her hand with a feeling.
"It's four o'clock in the morning, and Begonia Flower is still awake. I always feel that you should be by my side at this time."
Means:
——I miss you.
Reading guide:
Heat slowly.
Micro dog blood.
Marry first and then love/divorce first and then love/take by force
Small disease × gentle scum
"At four o'clock in the morning, the Begonia flowers are still awake. I always feel that you should be by my side at this time." From Kawabata Yasunari's "The Flowers Are Not Sleeping"
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Pre-collection of "The Twisted Melon Is Super Sweet"
When Song Zhi was a student, he fell in love with a poor boy, an eldest lady who had no fingers in the aphrodisiac, and fell in love with her for the first time.
In order to get closer to Yu Huaizhou, she washed dishes in the restaurant, just to talk to him more and get closer to him.
Even so, the young man looked at me coldly, distantly and indifferently, "This is not the place you should be."
In an accident, Yu Huaizhou's mother had a car accident and needed a large amount of medical treatment. The young man's pride was shattered and he could not collect the money.
Song Zhi handed him all his pocket money, but the boy's red eyes were full of disgust: "Conditions."
"I want you to be my boyfriend, and I want you to marry me in the future."
*
One rainy night after the wedding, the car broke down on the mountain road, and I called Yu Huaizhou without any hope.
The man came quickly.
In the dark night, the rain was pouring down. Yu Huaizhou held an umbrella with his long finger bones and half-bowed to check the abnormal condition of the car. The rainwater flowed down his tense jaw:
"The engine is broken. I'll ask a tow truck to be sent to the shop for repair tomorrow. The rainwater puddles ahead are too deep."
"Come down and I'll carry you there."
The indifference that has lasted for ten years, the one-sided love, and the forceful melon are not sweet.
So many years of grievances broke out at this moment: "Yu Huaizhou, let's get a divorce."
*
Yu Huaizhou only has two wishes in this life.
First, I wish my mother to be healthy, and second, I wish Song Zhixi to be happy.
When she was young and poor, she could only hide her love deep in her heart. She deserves to be loved by a better person.
The forbearance of love collapsed the moment she mentioned leaving.
"You provoked me first. Now that you have provoked me, you will never let me go in this life."
Everyone knew that he was a mad dog, but Song Zhi didn't know.
"Song Zhi," he grabbed her chin and held her in his arms, "don't stop loving me."
Intention: The essence of love is to be seen.