The Miserable, Beautiful Everyman Becomes Everyone's Darling

Updated daily. If anything comes up, I'll take the day off and make up the update the next day. [Completed work in my collection: *The Esports Top-Tier Star's Second Career*. Coming soon: *The World's Most Hated Savior After They Watch His Story*. Blurb at the very bottom. Please add them to your collection!] Yu Xinnian is dying of an incurable illness. Then, one day, he suddenly transmigrates into the fantasy world of a novel he wrote himself and gets a Tragic Beauty System. The System tells him that if he gathers enough Tragic Beauty points, he can return to the real world and get a healthy body. Yu, who knows the entire plot and has a self-destructive streak: Heh. Time to put my acting skills to the test. To earn a new lease on life, Yu Xinnian forces his way into the protagonist's group, going from an utterly insignificant cannon-fodder bystander to one of their own. As a healing-type, he carefully calculates his own life force in advance. Day and night, he saves the wounded on a mechanical battlefield torn apart by war. Whenever the protagonist's group is in danger, he throws himself in front of them, using his frail body to block one lethal blow after another. Watching his Tragic Beauty points, fueled by overwhelming guilt and worry, rise on the System's display, Yu Xinnian smiles. After that, he saves the protagonist's group from danger time and again. His near-death acts of redemption are all carefully arranged in his script, each one leading seamlessly to the next. He soon becomes a regular at the hospital. Half-reclining in bed, covered in injuries and illness, Yu Xinnian smiles warmly despite his bloodless face. He gives a few light coughs, his gentle aura enveloping the members of the protagonist's group, whose faces are etched with guilt and worry. Then he says with a smile, “I'm fine. You don't have to worry. As a healing-type, saving you is my duty.” Afterward, he even reaches out with the hand attached to an IV and gently strokes the person nearest him. Watching the members of the protagonist's group bow their heads, eyes red and emotions held in check, the System cries out in despair: [Director Yu, that's enough! Stop! Keep acting like this and they'll all be ready to die with you!] Yu Xinnian smiles. “This is nothing.” Life goes on according to Director Yu's carefully crafted script. Just as he gathers all the Tragic Beauty points and prepares to spend his final days in this world in peace, the protagonist's entire group goes mad. They start searching everywhere for doctors and treatments, desperate to keep him alive. O flower growing toward the sun in the apocalypse, please let him live a long life! [On the surface, a sickly, beautiful, tragic healing angel; in truth, a severely self-destructive, mentally unstable bottom VS on the surface, a powerful and devoted big shot; in truth, a gloomy, obsessive ghost of a top] Reader's Guide: 1. This is a self-indulgent work written to satisfy my love of battle-worn, tragic beauties and sickly characters. 2. Both the top and bottom are crazy. If that's not your thing, please stop reading in time. 3. The bottom has a tendency to attract everyone. As he saves people, he becomes the beloved white moonlight of everyone he rescues. 4. The System is an idiot and basically useless. It's just there for atmosphere, and the protagonist is on his own. (Blurb written on December 11, 2023) Coming soon: *The World's Most Hated Savior After They Watch His Story* Qiu Li is a savior who willingly bears the blame in order to save the world. After carrying out his entire plan and successfully sacrificing himself, Qiu Li's gloomy, cold face finally relaxes into a smile. With the last of his consciousness, he feels his body fading as death approaches. There is no comfort, only pain and exhaustion enveloping him. When the final fragment of his consciousness vanishes, Qiu Li expects to arrive in the underworld and await heaven or another life. Instead, he opens his eyes and finds himself in a space resembling a movie theater. Not being dead isn't the worst part. The worst part is that the people who hated him to the point of obsession because of various misunderstandings in life are there too. The moment they see him, they shout, “Did you set this up, you bastard?” Qiu Li shakes his head. Faced with everyone's accusations and attacks, he is too weak to answer and too tired to explain. Just then, a heavenly voice rings out. Someone claiming to be the world's consciousness tells them they can leave only after watching all the films it has prepared. Everyone is unhappy, but they have no choice. They obediently take the seats bearing their names. The screening begins. A huge title appears before them: *Savior Qiu Li, Thank You for Everything You've Done for This World*. “What the hell is this?” “This is complete nonsense!” “Savior Qiu Li? Give me a break!” Voices rise one after another as everyone expresses confusion and displeasure at the film. But the owner of the space won't let them keep talking. A heavenly voice announces, “Viewers, please remain quiet. We are about to watch Savior Qiu Li's past.” Watch what? My past? What's so interesting about that? Already utterly exhausted, Qiu Li has no interest in watching any film. He simply falls asleep in his seat. The screening will not stop for anyone's absence. As Qiu Li's past is laid bare in painstaking detail, the truths he concealed to save the world, the protection others misunderstood, and the assumptions that led to their misunderstandings are all brought to light by the film. As the layers of fog lift, all that remains is the bloody truth. Those who once hated Qiu Li to the depths of their souls watch the screen reveal the pain and experiences he kept hidden. Guilt and remorse consume them. So you were carrying such a heavy burden. So all this time, we were living under your protection. The savior spent all his strength and pushed his body past its limits to protect the world, while they repeatedly hurt him with their prejudiced eyes. “Qiu Li is dead. What a relief!” The words everyone had been repeating become a shadow that haunts them throughout the screening, as the truth is finally revealed. Their eyes red, they look at the person sitting in the very center, each one secretly making a vow. We don't expect you to forgive us. But if we could have another chance, please let us make amends! Theme: Redemption, making peace with oneself, and exploring the meaning of life