I Keep Treating My Boyfriend's Big Brother Like He's My Boyfriend

Ji Shuo, a senior majoring in game design, is fair-skinned and handsome, with long legs and a full chest. To earn money for living expenses, he works part-time as a dance streamer.

He has a rich second-generation boyfriend who treats him with such distant courtesy that they have not even held hands after dating for more than four months. Ji Shuo has begun to wonder if his boyfriend has some kind of problem in that department, or if their relationship is just a game for the wealthy.

Then one night, his drunk boyfriend asks him to come over. Not wanting things to happen in a muddled haze, Ji Shuo sneaks into the house in the dark and decides to take a chance.

The male body he touches in the darkness is cold and hard, yet reacts intensely. His boyfriend even takes control, exploring Ji Shuo from head to toe.

Ji Shuo is shocked by how different he is from his usual self, and terrified by the strength and entangling force that seem to drag him into an abyss.

By day, his boyfriend is a courteous gentleman. In the dark, the man is like a monster with tentacles, repeatedly leaving Ji gasping for breath.

After leaving the house, Ji Shuo adds someone on WeChat. The boyfriend he encounters there is vulgar and crude, constantly spouting filthy language, with a gloomy air and a wildly possessive streak.

He either demands photos of Ji Shuo showing off his chest and abs, or wants videos of him swaying his hips and thrusting his chest as he dances.

Ji Shuo blushes, his heart racing and his emotions in turmoil, but he also feels a kind of romance he has never experienced before.

His boyfriend has an older brother, Xu Xubai. His boyfriend warns Ji Shuo that Xu Xubai is narrow-minded and vindictive, and that he must not speak to him if they ever meet.

But Ji Shuo, who is both impulsive and nearsighted (though not truly blind), keeps mistaking Xu Xubai for his boyfriend.

Even in a dark house amid wind and snow, he takes Xu Xubai's cold, hard, rough hand and lets him slide inside his clothes like a snake, exploring every inch of him.

Theme: Spiritual harmony is the truest form of love