[Synopsis dated 2023.08.15] (Updates daily at midnight sharp. Chapter comments are open, so come join the fun!)
Yan Qingyu has been reborn again.
How many times has it been? He can't remember.
He only remembers that every time, he is betrayed by the person he chose.
His closest family humiliate him, and his dearest friends trample on him.
Even the person who swore up and down that they loved him only wanted his heart in his last life, to save their white moonlight.
Yan Qingyu is tired.
In the end, it all comes down to dying. Why bother giving anyone the ridiculous gift of his sincere affection?
Sickly and frail, he sits in his hospital bed and looks at the marriage alliance agreement he rejected in all his previous lives. Then he signs it without hesitation.
He remembers that his intended spouse is Jiang Yun Jian, the ill-tempered current head of the Jiang family: a wheelchair-bound cripple, and a madman to boot.
A sickly man with mental illness paired with a crippled madman.
What a perfect match.
The day after news of the marriage alliance gets out, the entire elite-family circle assumes Yan Qingyu will soon be tortured to death by the Jiang family head. They wait eagerly to watch him make a fool of himself.
Even Yan Qingyu thinks so.
But after the marriage, when Yan Qingyu falls ill and can't bring himself to take his medicine, Jiang Yun Jian patiently coaxes him through the night.
When Yan Qingyu falls into the sea, Jiang Yun Jian ignores his injured legs and rushes to save him, leaping into the water without hesitation despite being afraid of it.
And he makes sure everyone who ever let Yan Qingyu down gets their comeuppance, one by one.
Yan Qingyu has died countless miserable deaths and seen the worst of human nature.
He no longer cares whether he lives or dies.
But in this life, there's always one person who pulls him back from the icy edge of death, again and again, and tells him:
“I want you to live, to live freely and happily.”
A sickly, world-weary beauty bottom × a gloomy, doting power player top
[Important content warning: The story includes many author-invented medical details, including details about mental illness. Please, please, please don't take them seriously. If you can't accept this sort of thing, please stop reading in time!]
[Reading guide]
1. One-on-one pairing, both are each other's first love. A bittersweet-then-sweet redemption story. The top dotes on the bottom early on, and later they spoil each other. The top is a lovestruck fool from start to finish.
2. The bottom has psychological issues, but he'll recover. The top's legs will heal too.
3. A self-indulgent story written to suit the author's tastes. After the bottom recovers, he's more dominant than the top. The top can take charge, but indulges the bottom.
4. Comments on pirated copies and unreasonable negative reviews will be deleted. Be civil, use friendly language, and let's all get along.
§ Next up: historical danmei §
Title: The Hated Young Master Gets Carried Off by a Mad Dog
In a sentence: The mad dog is fierce, and he's possessive of his food.
Synopsis: (Now open)
Ning Ziqing is the young master of the Ning family in name only. He's pampered, uninhibited, willful, and reckless.
Everyone says he's just a good-for-nothing with terrible natural aptitude.
Everyone says he's just an illegitimate child who isn't fit to be seen in public.
Everyone says he's just universally despised.
But Ning Ziqing doesn't care.
So what if everyone hates him? He'll live however he pleases and make life difficult for everyone who hates him to the bone.
Later, the father who is the only one to “spoil” Ning Ziqing captures Baili Xian, a gifted young man whose talents have just begun to show, and puts a poison worm in him, saying he's a birthday present for Ning Ziqing.
Forced to kneel before Ning Ziqing, Baili Xian's calm eyes conceal a barely perceptible viciousness.
Ning Ziqing sees right through him, but only sneers: “If you're going to be my slave, then keep your mad-dog eyes under control.”
Baili Xian is a son of a concubine who has suffered abuse at home. After years of swallowing his pride, he accidentally reveals his aptitude. The head of the Ning family ambushes him, forcing him to obey the reckless young master of the Ning family.
He intends to keep biding his time and one day take brutal revenge on the arrogant young master who doesn't know his place.
But gradually, he realizes the young master isn't quite what he imagined.
The young master orders him around, but won't let anyone else bully him.
He complains that Baili Xian is clumsy and useless at his work, but also personally applies medicine to his injuries and cooks for him.
The young master seems spoiled, but he's actually easy to reason with. It seems he uses his haughty exterior to hide how sensitive he is inside.
Baili Xian admits it: he's fallen helplessly into the young master's trap.
He's still a mad dog, but this time...
The mad dog will drag his lofty master into the mire with him, and they'll drown together.
A willful, carefree young master bottom × a sinister, patient mad-dog top
Theme: Meet sincerity with sincerity, cherish life, and let the people who truly care about you feel at ease too.
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I am very glad that I persisted in reading this book. At first, I liked another work of the author. Recently, I was in a book shortage and found this book in the column. Because I am a micro-extreme double-cleansing double first-love reader, the early stages of the story were very painful. Even if the author marked it as a double first love story, I still think the cannon fodder in the third life is too disgusting. I couldn't accept the possibility that Xiaoyan could be coaxed into accepting him under his false feelings (fortunately, various settings later explained this point), so I just endured it and believed it, and looked back a little bit. I feel very sad that the author's descriptions of many psychological details and despair are too vivid and have a strong sense of empathy, which sometimes makes me anxious when I see many of Xiaoyan's insensitive behaviors or negative interpretations. But this is exactly the mental state that a person who has experienced three lives of torture should have. This is not a cookie in the traditional sense. Two injured people experience distrust, insecurity, conflicts and other problems after meeting. In the fast-paced era, I am always eager to see the emotional line progress. I didn't understand Xiaoyan's misinterpretation of Xiao Jiang's kindness in the early stage. Later, I also reflected on myself. You should not be moved by what you have to do to treat someone well, but respect the other person first. This is also the principle that Xiao Jiang practices throughout the book.
Generally speaking, people with patience will have a good impression of this book. It is a very pure two-way healing and two-way redemption. The emotional line is almost free of abuse. There is no delay or ink after confirming that you like it. In the beginning, it was only for those who read it. It was heartbreaking and the experience was too miserable. The plot line is smooth and logical, and there are no flaws. It's fun to clean up the villains' cannon fodder one by one, and to flip them around and slap them in the face. I feel that the writing style of my works has improved a lot compared to the previous two years. It is sweet and sour, broken and reconstructed. I really like this story. It's a pity that the data is not very good. Keep up the good work, Mrs. Author, and it will get better and better.
Ahhhhh, I don't even know when the lottery will be held! ! ! I just checked in and saw the webmaster and noticed that there was a winner. I thought it was someone commenting on the lottery in another book. When I clicked on it, I realized it was here! ! ! But what does the 100 Jinjiang coins in the lottery on the details page mean? I thought everyone won a prize of 100, but my website and the lottery center all showed 95 Jinjiang coins [question mark], but if I say the total is 100, I don't believe I would be that lucky (I saw 20 people, could it be that there weren't that many people who won the prize?)
"Yan Qingyu didn't even remember when he fell in love with Jiang Yunjian." This is a big bug for the author~
"When did I fall in love with Jiang Yunjian." → "When did I fall in love with Jiang Yunjian."
"Yan Qingyu can't come together" is a big bug for the author~
"Can't come with Yan Qingyu" → "Can't come with Yan Qingyu", at the beginning Jiang Zai has a group meeting to be held on the day of Yan Zai's coming-of-age ceremony.
"After Yan Qingyu said something to them, he took Yan Qingyu upstairs to the room to catch a big bug for the author~
Yan Zai's name was repeated [laughing and crying] Look at the next paragraph, it should be Jiang Zai talking to them.
"Of course I will follow you to whichever home you are at." This is a big bug for the author~
"Of course you are, you are here" → "Of course you are here", with the addition of "you"
"Satisfy all their needs." This is a big bug for the author~
"Satisfy them both" → "Satisfy them both"
"It seems like a two-way rush" is a big bug for the author~
Do "as if" and "like" have the same meaning? Jiang Zai watched Yan Zai enter the examination room.
"After Yan Qingyu and Jiang Yunjian went back, they caught a big bug for the author~"
"Let's go" → "Together"
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I am very glad that I persisted in reading this book. At first, I liked another work of the author. Recently, I was in a book shortage and found this book in the column. Because I am a micro-extreme double-cleansing double first-love reader, the early stages of the story were very painful. Even if the author marked it as a double first love story, I still think the cannon fodder in the third life is too disgusting. I couldn't accept the possibility that Xiaoyan could be coaxed into accepting him under his false feelings (fortunately, various settings later explained this point), so I just endured it and believed it, and looked back a little bit. I feel very sad that the author's descriptions of many psychological details and despair are too vivid and have a strong sense of empathy, which sometimes makes me anxious when I see many of Xiaoyan's insensitive behaviors or negative interpretations. But this is exactly the mental state that a person who has experienced three lives of torture should have. This is not a cookie in the traditional sense. Two injured people experience distrust, insecurity, conflicts and other problems after meeting. In the fast-paced era, I am always eager to see the emotional line progress. I didn't understand Xiaoyan's misinterpretation of Xiao Jiang's kindness in the early stage. Later, I also reflected on myself. You should not be moved by what you have to do to treat someone well, but respect the other person first. This is also the principle that Xiao Jiang practices throughout the book. Generally speaking, people with patience will have a good impression of this book. It is a very pure two-way healing and two-way redemption. The emotional line is almost free of abuse. There is no delay or ink after confirming that you like it. In the beginning, it was only for those who read it. It was heartbreaking and the experience was too miserable. The plot line is smooth and logical, and there are no flaws. It's fun to clean up the villains' cannon fodder one by one, and to flip them around and slap them in the face. I feel that the writing style of my works has improved a lot compared to the previous two years. It is sweet and sour, broken and reconstructed. I really like this story. It's a pity that the data is not very good. Keep up the good work, Mrs. Author, and it will get better and better.
Ahhhhh, I don't even know when the lottery will be held! ! ! I just checked in and saw the webmaster and noticed that there was a winner. I thought it was someone commenting on the lottery in another book. When I clicked on it, I realized it was here! ! ! But what does the 100 Jinjiang coins in the lottery on the details page mean? I thought everyone won a prize of 100, but my website and the lottery center all showed 95 Jinjiang coins [question mark], but if I say the total is 100, I don't believe I would be that lucky (I saw 20 people, could it be that there weren't that many people who won the prize?)
"Yan Qingyu didn't even remember when he fell in love with Jiang Yunjian." This is a big bug for the author~ "When did I fall in love with Jiang Yunjian." → "When did I fall in love with Jiang Yunjian."
"Yan Qingyu can't come together" is a big bug for the author~ "Can't come with Yan Qingyu" → "Can't come with Yan Qingyu", at the beginning Jiang Zai has a group meeting to be held on the day of Yan Zai's coming-of-age ceremony.
"After Yan Qingyu said something to them, he took Yan Qingyu upstairs to the room to catch a big bug for the author~ Yan Zai's name was repeated [laughing and crying] Look at the next paragraph, it should be Jiang Zai talking to them.
"Of course I will follow you to whichever home you are at." This is a big bug for the author~ "Of course you are, you are here" → "Of course you are here", with the addition of "you"
"Satisfy all their needs." This is a big bug for the author~ "Satisfy them both" → "Satisfy them both"
"It seems like a two-way rush" is a big bug for the author~ Do "as if" and "like" have the same meaning? Jiang Zai watched Yan Zai enter the examination room.
"After Yan Qingyu and Jiang Yunjian went back, they caught a big bug for the author~" "Let's go" → "Together"