This was the most difficult book I have ever written, and it made me cry several times during the writing process. Maybe it's because it's so realistic that I always think it's some people around me.
As a human being, I am sorry that my protagonist has to go through so much suffering.
I can't write a story that is all sweet. This is my flaw and my stubbornness. I tried to let myself go with the flow, but it made me suffer emotionally and I didn't enjoy the pleasure of having stories at my fingertips. So I decided to follow my heart, write about ordinary fireworks, and talk about the warmth and joy of the world.
My story has never shied away from suffering. Suffering will not be avoided in the future. If there are soft lights and shadows floating in suffering, suffering is not an abyss, it will exude a wet and moving luster. Unfortunately, not everyone encounters that light, even a fleeting spark.
A story about the mutual redemption between a mentally ill Shou and the gangster leader Gong. In that era when homosexuality was talked about and perverted, they went from being ignorant to testing each other, to facing death together and holding each other's hands firmly, and in the end they remained committed to each other.
The origin is Hao Yun's words when the two first met, "Has your moon fallen to the ground?"
It turns out that when Wang Ye saw Hao Yun walking alone in the dark night, he would always stop him and tell him, "Let's go together!"
Yuan Lian, Wang Ye said to Hao Yun, "If we can't think about each other in the future, can you think of us!"
Hao Yun: "Us?"
Wang Ye: "We! We are lovers now! Lovers who are in love with each other!"
Some people are trapped in that hot summer forever. We have known each other for half a year and have been together for 60 years. It seems like they have never been together, yet they seem to have been together forever...
Intention: Dark clouds cover the moon but cannot steal it